Question

After several successful years in business a huge change, and connected with that, a huge realignment occurred to me in 2007. I know that I am on the right path, but everything is evolving so slowly that I am starting to have survival fears. My income is way below my necessary expenses and my savings are melting away quickly. I have already recognized some things but the situation is not changing... What is holding me back from creating abundance? What do I not see?

And so we begin together...

...as I, Sophia, enter this space with all of you. I am here to be with you during this moment of time. I am here to spend time with you. You are invited to lean back and let your breath become gentler. We will move some energy today.

You are on your way out of duality into the New Energy. On this journey the old pool of energy is slowly melting away and the energetic pathways for the New Energy are formed. It is a time of transition that scares a lot of people deeply. The old energy has sustained you for such a long time, it is so familiar to you. You know how the old energy moves and that you can depend upon it. The energy of duality has sustained you while you were not connected with your own source - your soul. The energy of duality served you like a stepmother would.

It is very appropriate that your stepmom is slowly retreating. But she is not withdrawing to release you into nothingness. She is slowly retreating because your true source - your true mother - is coming back to you. You are connecting with the energy of your soul. You are connecting with this river of true nourishment and love.

Can you allow yourself to receive it?

Right now you are watching everything that is receding and you do not see that every cloud has a silver lining. You are not listening to the soft words of your soul, to the soft knocking of something new. I, Sophia, comes in at this time, because most people are feeling exactly as you do. I choose to be here at this time of transition where the old is fading away and you cannot yet trust the new. I am whispering to you: Trust yourself, you are on the right path. Do not allow your mind to judge you and tell you that you are doing something wrong. Do not start looking for issues - your mind will find issues - even if there are none at all.

This transition does not have to be hard. It does not have to be so difficult and scary for you.

You can start to shift your focus. You can start consciously choosing the New. You can start opening up to the New. You can give your permission so that the abundance of your soul can reach you. So far you are still waiting for the return of the old energy. You are waiting for the old energy to sustain you again.

It resembles somebody driving a car but looking in the rear view mirror. Instead of looking out in front of you, you focus on the past. This way you cannot see the New that is beginning. This does not mean that there is nothing New that is beginning. It just means that you are reluctant to see it.

The reality that you are experiencing is based on your focus. Your reality flows with your attention. If your focus is in the past, your reality starts slowing down. It’s like saying "NO" to everything that wants to develop in your life. Many people are living that way. They hold onto an image of themselves that they have had when they were young - they are not ready to meet the person that they are today. Some are holding onto a relationship - or the desire for a relationship - and are not ready to begin a new relationship in this very moment. As well, many people attach themselves to their source of income. Income that they gained through a particular job or through a partner or simply through the energy of duality. Holding on tight to the things that you know make you blind to the New.

Deep beneath the surface lies the fear of nothingness - of the absolute emptiness. This deepest of all fears has preoccupied mankind since the beginning of their existence. It is the fear of the fear of the fear. The fear of disappearing into nothingness. It is the fear to fall and never land. It is the fear of returning into nothingness. You can allow yourself to feel this fear right now. The pure essence of this fear - without the story that your mind wants to create around it.

Humans do almost anything to avoid feeling this fear. They hurt themselves deliberately, they hold onto familiar things and consciously create issues in their everyday life.

I want to invite you to become still for a moment. Maybe you feel a distant rumbling, a disturbance deep within you. I invite you to slow down, slow down and slow down even more until you feel that something is right here, holding you. It is the arms of your soul - holding you.

It is not about solving anything. It is not about doing anything or avoiding anything. You are invited to give permission for this old feeling of mistrust between you and your soul to heal. You see you could never trust your soul completely because you have not been able to perceive your soul in her entirety. These many lifetimes that you played out on this earth only showed you a tiny fraction of yourself. One color taken out of an ocean of colors. One sound taken out of an ocean of sounds. One life taken out of the entirety of your soul's being.

Some people reach a point in their evolution where they start to perceive themselves in their entirety. This is my focus. This is why I, Sophia, am here on this earth right now. I know how hard it is to trust oneself. I know how challenging it is to allow your soul to nurture you.

And so we return to our original question: Where does my abundance come from? Who can nurture me?

Can you focus your expectations just on your own soul? Can you begin to be a driver who looks out front? Can you start to realign with the New? You don't have to wait until circumstances force you to do so. You don't have to have survival fears and you don't have to panic. Can you be so loving with yourself that you start opening up to the New now?

In a way this means to believe that your soul is nurturing you.
In a way this means to begin depending upon your soul.
In a way this means becoming the child of your soul.

Many people are asking themselves right now: Where in the world is my abundance? They ask themselves where their abundance should come from. They make themselves dependent upon half the world because they don't want to realize that they are in fact dependent upon their own soul. Let’s talk about "Ego" right here, right now. The Little Self, your Ego, does not want to concern itself with your soul. The Little Self doesn’t want to receive and doesn’t want to feel that it needs it’s soul at all right now. The focus of your Little Self is always on: "I can make it on my own." The Ego resembles a grown-up child who refuses to let his parents help him. Little Self prefers to starve before it would allow his parents to support him. It obtains it’s self-worth from the fact that it was able to "make it on his own." Most humans try to make it on their own - without support, without ever feeling or receiving the love of their soul. They feel strong because they can push through their lives all alone. And that is okay.

I, Sophia, choose to bring my presence onto this earth to support those who are ready to walk a new path. Those of you who are ready to receive the love of your soul. New energy means to derive your life energy from a new source. New energy means to receive your life energy from your soul instead of creating energy out of the tension of duality. This transition takes so much trust and patience. It doesn’t have to be a hard arduous path - you can experience this transition in an easy and joyful manner.

Can you truly begin to receive New Energy?

You cannot yet see it, you cannot yet feel it and you cannot at all grasp it intellectually - but it is there. An ocean of abundance, an ocean of love, is waiting for you. More energy than you can spend in all your lifetimes. An energy that is unlimited. An energy that is growing along with you. The more energy you are willing to receive, the more energy you enjoy and use for yourself, the more energy will be there for you.

A wonderful example for this transition is the process of downloading a new program onto your computer. The software is already installed, but you have not yet activated it. The software can only be used when you put in your password. And the password for New Energy is: I receive this New Energy.

It is not appropriate to judge and doubt yourself. You have come so far. There is no issue holding you back. There is no lesson you have to learn. Your soul loves you so much, she knows that you need her energy so badly right now. She knows that nothing else is important right now. Your soul is here with this pool of new energy that you can activate by beginning to receive it.

Now that you know that receiving is the password to New Energy you won’t be surprised to learn that the feminine energy is present on this earth as never before. The energies of Kuan Yin, ISIS, Mary, Mary Magdalene and my energy as well are present as never before. They surround the earth and talk to humankind - one would think that they are radio speakers! And their message day in and day out is always the same: Receive the New Energy. Receive the energy of your own soul.

Some people have begun listening to it. And they are experiencing that it is truly working. And they are amazed at how easy can be. But we know how challenging every single step on this path has been and how much trust it has taken. We are here while humankind is taking her first steps into New Energy. We are here and hold this safe space of support and wisdom.

The New Energy becomes visible and ready for you to experience, as soon as you start receiving and enjoying her. It is not an energy that you have to save and hoard for "hard times". It is an energy that falls asleep when she cannot flow. An energy that grows the more you receive and enjoy it in your own life.

As soon as you start receiving New Energy you will perceive a transition in your life. You will observe that your money is no longer melting away but starting to flow in a new rhythm.

We ask Lea to publish this personal channeling because the energy contained is very timely for others as well.

My love is with you...

Edited by Eva Smarda Carney
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