| 2 - The Third Age |
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| The Sophia Series - Year 3 |
| Sunday, 05. April 2009 |
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And so we begin together. And those of you who find it difficult to remain centred, those of you who find it hard to stay connected with your soul and be supported by her - those of you feel each and every crisis. You feel it like a small earthquake that that shakes you up also. And you feel it in your body and in your emotions and because your aspects that have been buried deep within you are now coming up to the surface. *** It is part of my promise to accompany you as you re-open this seal and experience how your energy may flow again. As you experience how you are able to grow beyond the Wound of Isis, the hurts, the traumas of the feminine energy within you. You have been waiting such a long time; you have been separated from this wonderful creative part of yourself for so long. And I, Sophia, enter here now to accompany you as you re-open this seal. And I am not here alone. My sisters are here with me, My sisters of the feminine energy walk along with me. And each one of them invites you in their very own special way to re-open the locked seal: Mary Magdalene, Isis, Kuan Yin and I, Sophia. We invite you over and over again to re-open the seal and let the feminine energy within you flow again. Let us take a soft breath together here within this space of love, within this space of safety and security. Here, where you are invited to come so close, to be so close to us, your sisters of the feminine energy who love you so dearly, who hold you so securely, who want so much to support you. How much support do you accept for yourself? How often does your mind push you to do everything by yourself, to hold back on yourself, to make it hard for yourself? How often do you still choose the harsher way? How many conditions do you attach to receiving the support of your soul? Some of you play this game so very well - always finding something to separate you from your soul. There is always something that you haven’t achieved yet and until you do you say that your soul may not support you. You say that as long as you still have disease in your body you aren’t able to breathe and allow anything new. You say that as long as you haven’t got your life all figured out the love of your soul may not reach you. Or you say that you have to create more abundance first; you have to solve your financial problems before your soul may hold and support you. Or you say that you must first start living better; meditating or breathing more, eating healthier, behave more lovingly towards others…. You are in the habit of attaching conditions to receiving the love of your soul. You tell the love of your soul: no, you may not support me because I am not perfect yet. I am not good enough yet. I am not worthy for you to hold me yet, to breathe with me yet, to help me yet. And so most human beings still try to handle everything alone in their lives, manage everything alone. They try to heal their bodies alone, to breathe alone, live their lives alone because they don’t feel worthy to be held and supported by their souls. They don’t feel worthy that their soul is there for them in the situation where they really are. Most human beings are expert at placing a gap between themselves and their souls. But what if? What if your soul might touch you, what if her love might reach you just the way you are today - the way you look right now, the way you breathe right now, the way you are feeling right now? No matter what you have or haven’t done this far. No matter what today is turning out like. Maybe you weren’t able to get out of bed today? Maybe you are still lying on the sofa watching TV? Maybe you planned to do so much and didn’t get any of it done? Maybe you are weepy today? Maybe you ate far too much today? Maybe you are grieving over something that you lost today? Maybe you are angry with your partner, angry with yourself today? Maybe you are impatient with yourself and others today? Maybe you did all the things that you are trying to stop doing today? Maybe in your view you aren’t worthy, you aren’t good enough today that the love of your soul may reach you? Are you able to pause for a moment and feel how greatly the love of your soul wants to reach you just the way you are? You see your soul is not a horrible vindictive god who judges you and enforces rules. The truth is that your soul longs to be your friend. She loves you just the way you are. She loves to be with you and share with you and play with you. She smiles so affectionately about the plans that you have made yet again, about the silly arguments that your mind has pulled you into yet again. She smiles and loves so much to be with you. Your soul is so very compassionate towards you, so very open and understanding. And there is nothing she would love more than to hold you in her arms and feel with you, live with you from moment to moment, and discover with you what your new potential will be for this lifetime; the potential deep within you that is being shaped right now, being created right now. Your New Energy that hasn’t been born quite yet, that can’t be sensed quite yet because it is so tender and new. *** You see: you are actually on the verge of a beautiful blossoming, the blossoming of your own soul, of your own life. And you may decide for yourself if you want to choose the harsh way - the way where you judge yourself over and over again and a gap is formed over and over again between you and your soul. Or if you want to choose the path where you just let yourself be the way that you are, the path where you begin to play with your soul, to breathe with your soul; where the sealed portal deep within you may re-open. This one chakra, this doorway, this portal of the New Energy within you where your new potential may enter onto this earth breath by breath. There have been and there are now very few human beings who have worked with this chakra, with this portal. Very few, who have really allowed themselves to bring in their greatest potential, their soul energy. And one of these human beings was a woman that you know as Mary, the mother of Jesus, of Jeshua. This human being Mary, who had been prepared for so long to be the mother of Jesus, who had been prepared for so long to re-open this portal within herself in order to bring Jeshua onto this earth with her own love. Jeshua was able to enter onto this earth through this open portal, through this open door. He was able to bring in all that he was. He didn’t have to leave anything behind, not any aspect of his soul. And since then there have been other human beings, artists and writers who have opened this portal within themselves - even though at a more rudimentary level. And just to give you a little taste, just a little sense of what may happen within you when this portal is re-opened and how many energies may come forth onto this earth we have invited one of the writers. And we invite you to feel his energy, to feel how much joy and fulfilment he received during his lifetime while bringing in the celestial energies, the energies of the soul, the energies of the family of angels, the energies of Lemuria onto this earth. Allow yourself to feel how much creativity, how much abundance and the many kinds of energies he brought onto this earth. We are talking about Tolkien (J.R.R. Tolkien the author of “The Lord of the Rings” - note added)who opened up so much during his lifetime in order to bring the energy of his soul onto this earth. And even more than this: to bring the history of the soul, the evolution of the soul - of all souls onto this earth. He spent a lot of his time dreaming and feeling. And he was so open to perceiving the crystalline energies, so open to connecting with them and bringing them down here to earth, breath by breath; the energies of the oldest souls, the energies of Lemuria, of the childhood of your own soul. Tolkien brought all of those energies here. And yet he wrote down only very little, made available to the larger public only very little of what he actually brought here. Many of those energies he only breathed and let pour onto this earth. And so when you read a book by Tolkien today you can sense this world, this open portal beyond each sentence, beyond each word - this open portal that he created in order to tell the story and let you feel the story of your own soul. We have invited Tolkien today into this space to give you a sense of what may happen when you allow this portal that has been closed within you for so long to re-open. What may happen when you allow your potentials, your energies to come onto this earth again. And this message, this invitation is not directed to your mind for your mind has no idea what we are talking about together today. But you are invited to feel, to sense: Can you allow yourself to become a channel for your own energies? To become an open channel, an open door for all that you really are? For everything that wants to come onto this earth through you? *** This is another part of the Feminine Energy where I, Sophia, want to accompany you: this re-opening, remembering of who you really are and how you can truly bring this new energy onto this earth. For where else shall this energy come from? Who else shall begin working with it? Who else shall start this new, this Third Age, if not you? You can glance back on the history of your soul. You can glance back on the birth of your own soul, on this moment when you were created, when your soul was allowed to come into being. You may glance back on your childhood, the childhood of your soul, the time that some of you call Lemuria; you may glance back on the warmth, the softness, the play, the trial and error, the happiness, the undefined boundaries. You may also look back on the next step that followed in your evolution: The adolescence of your soul, the time that some of you call Atlantis; the time of extremes. The time when you tested your limits and exceeded them so often. The time when you built up so much in order to destroy it afterwards. And now what awaits you at the threshold of the next age, at the threshold of the next step in the evolution of your soul? The next step is really the growing-up of your own soul. It is really the growing-up of your own soul that may now open to her full magnificence for the very first time. The angel within you may spread her wings for the very first time. It is possible for you for the very first time to experience yourself as an angel on this earth. It really is a new beginning; a new beginning that greatly surpasses anything that you might have imagined or sensed before. And I, Sophia, invite you to respect and honour this new beginning and to allow yourself more space and more support than ever before. How do you want to experience the growing-up of your own soul? How do you want to experience the opening of this one chakra, the opening of this portal? How do you want to begin to bring your world onto this earth, your experiences, your energy, your creativity? How do you want to begin to bring all this onto this earth breath by breath? Your human self has to adapt a great deal when your soul is becoming an adult. Your human self has to expand - stretch and expand in all directions. Your human self has to expand in order to receive your true greatness, your true energy, in order to allow the full blossoming of your soul. And I, Sophia, invite you to feel how far ahead of his time Tolkien was and how his example may inspire you to re-open your own door in order to bring your own world here onto this earth. And if Tolkien had one main insight during his lifetime it would be that he didn’t have to “make” anything happen, he didn’t have to do anything impressive – all he did was simply open this door and be amazed about the world, about the worlds that came through it. Be amazed at the kinds of experience he created, about the kinds of adventure he allowed just because he opened this door. How many of you still believe that you have to do something extraordinary to distinguish yourself, that you have to be better than others, grander than others? Can you allow yourself to simply open your door and observe how your own uniqueness that is sleeping within you wants to come onto this earth? You don’t have to force anything; you don’t have to invent anything, build anything, or produce anything. You only have to open your door and be amazed at the abundance that has been waiting there for so long, that has been waiting to be allowed to enter your life. ***
Translated into English by Silvia Striebeck Edited by Eva Smarda Carney This e-mail address is being protected from spambots. You need JavaScript enabled to view it
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