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4 - Your Essence

Sunday, 14. June 2009

And so I, Mary Magdalene speak.

I am honored that I may enter this space today to meet with you, to spend some time with you, to bring a bit more of my energy onto this earth; to let a bit more of my energy pour into this Now moment than ever before.

I, Mary Magdalene, have allowed my energy to leave its hiding place, to take off the shell that I have worn and to become visible. To become visible and accessible for all human beings who want to be supported by me. To become visible and accessible for those of you who are longing to become visible and accessible as well.

For each one of you is hesitating. Each one of you is still holding back your energy. Each one of you is still afraid to be yourself. And it is time to take this collective breath and be yourself more than ever before.

Indeed, your essence, your true energy has been rejected over and over again in the past so that you were met with a closed door again and again. Perhaps it was your parents who rejected you out for fear of this essence that you brought with you onto this earth. Or it might have been your teachers in school or your friends that rejected you. It doesn’t matter.

Maybe you found spiritual guides who also rejected you, who will always reject you because they are so afraid of you. Yes, they pretend to be spiritual. They say certain words. They wear certain clothing. They behave a certain way but they fear you. They fear your truth, they fear your honesty. They fear your essence.

And I have invited you here today into this space. All of you who feel connected to my energy are invited, are most welcome. All of you are called, are called to begin to let your essence, your own essence flow again.

The love of Sophia has invited you. Her wisdom has touched you deep within and has shown you that there is still something that you have forgotten, that there is a bit more of you that wants to live and to breathe.

Kwan Yin enters here with her love, with her compassion and she helps you to allow even the most fearful aspects of yourself become part of the whole again. She helps you to retrieve the aspects of you that are so frightened, that were so badly hurt.

Mary enters here to remind you that there is strength and support deep within that invites you. She reminds you of your source deep within that invites you to be here, to inhabit your body again and to bring more of yourself onto this earth.

And I, Mary Magdalene, enter here. I enter here to invite you to let your essence flow again; the essence of your own energy, the essence of your soul. Your mind doesn’t know what this means but if you allow yourself to breathe and to feel you may perceive that it is to your essence that I speak every word, breathe every breath.

I speak to this essence within you that you have hidden for so long, that you have concealed for so long; the core of you - the greatest of your strength, the deepest of your depth, the most loving of your love - the essence of your soul.

Some of you have already started to let your breath flow again. You have begun to allow your life force energy, your breath, to flow again.

And today I, Mary Magdalene, invite you to consider that there is something in addition to your life force energy that wants to flow again. This essence deep within you also wants to flow again. This essence within you is a powerful energy like a strong current. And as soon as this energy within you is able to flow again, as soon as this powerful presence may be active again, you will be able to live from within, to expand, to create new energy with each new breath.

It is like a bond was broken, like a cord was cut deep within you; and now you are invited to restore this connection and let this essence within you flow again.

And there were many reasons that you stopped the flow of your essence, blocked the flow of your essence. This separation actually allowed you to become disconnected from deep within yourself. This separation from your own essence actually allowed you to finally forget who you truly are. This separation from your own essence actually allowed you to go from one life to the next without remembering where you came from, where you are going.

This separation from your essence allowed you to experience what it is like to be poor, to be without your own source of energy, to be without your own wisdom, without your own passion, without your own inspiration. This separation from your essence allowed you to become dependent on others. Dependent on a doctrine, on a teacher, on a belief. Dependent on all these things that you think you are unable to live without.

I, Mary Magdalene, invite you today to sink into your core so deeply and perceive this place within you where you have held your essence. You are the one who has brought this pendulum to a standstill; you are the one who has stopped your inner rhythm, who has brought yourself to a kind of halt, a kind of stagnation.

Are you ready to let your essence flow again? Are you ready to feel your essence flowing and creating energy within you in each moment and reminding you of who you truly are? Are you ready to know where you are really going? Are you ready to reconnect to your essence, to feel again?

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This is my invitation to you. And only those of you who are really courageous or perhaps a bit crazy will begin to let their essence flow again at this time. For it takes a lot of courage and some craziness to go ahead and say Yes, to dare something New. It takes a lot of courage.

It is so much easier to continue standing still and pretending that you haven’t any other choice. It is so much easier to say, “I’m afraid. I’m uncertain. I can’t,” instead of experiencing that you can walk through your fear, that your knowingness will reveal itself with each step and you will discover step by step how to walk this path.

You cannot learn how to live when you don’t live. You cannot learn how to breathe when you don’t breathe. You are invited to begin, to begin to let your essence flow again while you are finding out how this actually works. You will learn it, you will perceive it only when you begin - for no one can know how to ride a bicycle until they begin to ride it. No one can know what it means to reach the top of a mountain until they begin to climb it.

“I can’t” is no longer an acceptable excuse for you. “I’m afraid” is no longer an acceptable excuse for you. You see: fear and uncertainty are quite normal as you try something new, as you move beyond yourself. But fear and uncertainty are not good reasons for standing still, are not good reasons for not daring to live, for not daring to breathe and letting your essence flow again.

And so you ask: how does it work exactly? And I won’t give you the answer. For I, Mary Magdalene, was never here to provide the answer for others. I was always here to only extend an invitation; an invitation to all my disciples to begin something New.

It will be you who tells me how it works. You will find your own way. You are the pioneers. You will gather the insights. I am only here to invite you to stand on the other side of your fear, to encourage you: Look, you can also be here, on this side. It is possible to breathe beyond this fear, to live, to feel. It is possible.

Like someone who stands in deep water and invites you to swim, to take your first stroke and who encourages you: Come on, come into the deeper water. You will learn how to swim. You will feel how to do it, you will discover that you are able to swim.

Can you allow yourself to accept this new kind of living and learning for yourself? For all of you have gone as far as you could. And I, Mary Magdalene enter here to show you: You can go even further. You can take a further step, take a further breath. You can experience even more of living.

It’s not about being shamed into it. It’s not about being forced into it. It’s not about proving anything. For there is this longing deep within your soul, this passion to go further, to discover, to experience who you truly are. And she invites you to let your essence flow again.

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There are only a few human beings on your earth who let their essence flow. We can count them on the fingers of one hand, they are so few. Most human beings make themselves invisible. Most human beings want to disappear in the crowd, want to swim with the stream.

And still there are a few who have allowed themselves to let their essence flow, to accept their essence within this body, within this life again. These human beings stand out in the crowd. These human beings bring in something New. These human beings are able to move mountains just by being here.

They are human beings that you notice, who are visible, who stand on a pedestal without having put themselves there. For this essence within them gives off such a unique fragrance, such a special melody, such a distinct brightness: I am alive, I breathe – I am here.

It is this essence that makes you a teacher of the new energy. As long as your essence doesn’t flow you are ordinary, an invisible wallflower that doesn’t dare to really get involved; you are sitting in the waiting room of your life instead of really participating, instead of truly being here.

This essence energy hasn’t been present on this earth for a long time. Some of the early native peoples had rituals that their adolescents had to pass through where they sought a dream, sought a vision, sought a power animal. All these were only symbols for the essence of their own soul.

For so long consciousness has been closed towards this essence. It has been so closed that there are hardly any human beings nowadays who really let their essence flow. For your essence is so infinitely bold, so infinitely strong, so infinitely bright. She is truly like a shining sun deep within you, like the grandest orchestra playing the most magnificent music. She is so infinitely powerful that hardly any human beings dare to really let this energy flow again.

It is so much safer to hide. It is so much easier to be normal, to be lethargic, to be drab, to be deprived. It is so much easier to cower in your basement than to own your whole house, to meet yourself again, to show yourself, to shine and radiate all that you truly are.

You see: I, Mary Magdalene, have taught on this earth over and over again those who were courageous enough to come close to me and to let their essence flow again. I chose to build my school deep inside the earth in southern France for the reason that only one who is ready to sink into their own depth is able to breathe in, to live in this cave. Only in this cave can your own essence be born. Only in this cave can this new star of your own energy shine.

And for those of you who are wondering how it was possible to live in a cave for a lengthy amount of time more than 2000 years ago without heating, without electricity, lamps or light bulbs – allow yourself to feel: I, Mary Magdalene indeed had light within this cave because my essence pours out such brightness, gives off such great warmth. And each of my disciples were astonished to enter such a cheerfully lit cave for they had expected to be surrounded by darkness and gloom. But I taught them to ignite their inner light, their true energy, their true strength, to let their true voice sound again.

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And now for this same reason I come in to this group of human beings here today, who are ready for the New, who are courageous enough to come close to me, Mary Magdalene; to encounter my honesty, my intensity. My essence invites you; invites you to feel: you are the greatest, the most magnificent human being possible. Are you able to perceive this again? Are you able to trust yourself again so completely that your essence may ignite within you?

You see: this was the invitation of Yeshua also. Yeshua invited his disciples, all those who followed him, all the men, all the women, over and over again: let this inner flame ignite, this inner warmth, this inner love, this inner power. Heaven is within you. So few of them really dared it for the time was not yet right to take this inner step 2000 years ago.

But I, Mary Magdalene, enter here now, enter here to invite those who have already begun a new relationship with themselves. You have already begun to trust yourself again, to let your energy flow. You have already built a foundation. A foundation where you have learnt to be loving with yourself, where you have learnt to become gentler, where you have learnt to let your life force energy flow, where you have learnt that it doesn’t make sense to struggle over and over again, where you have started to feel that you want to discover a bit more, take another step for yourself.

You are ready. I, Mary Magdalene, enter here only to remind you: Yes, the moment has come. Your energy is stable enough. You are connected sufficiently to your body. And it is alright to let your essence deep within you flow again.

And most of you will begin this process so tenderly and with such gentle care as each drop of your essence releases a little burst within you. Each drop of your essence touches and changes everything that you are. You are really so very strong. Can you allow yourself to let the first tender drop of your essence flow, let it flow through you and feel: it is okay to be yourself again.

It is like a light is turned on. Your light that my radiate anew. And it makes no sense to your mind. It isn’t something that you can analyze, that you can figure out. It is an invitation to you: Do you want to let your essence flow again?

I, Mary Magdalene, have no fear of your greatness, no fear of your love. I am not afraid of your talents. I, and all the other feminine energies, we are here for you. We are here to encourage you. We are here to invite you and to dare you.

Be yourself. Be as courageous as you really are. Don’t allow the old consciousness to keep you small anymore. Don’t allow the old consciousness to reject your essence anymore. Don’t allow the human beings in your life who embody the old consciousness hold you back anymore. Allow yourself to accept the most brilliant and beautiful within yourself that you could ever imagine.

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I, Mary Magdalene, enter here to invite you to take a further step. I enter here with all my authority, with all my wisdom. I enter here to remind you of our friendship, to remind you of the trust that we share. I enter here to remind you how often we have learnt together, have walked through our lives together.

Allow yourself to remember what it is that connects us. And decide for yourself whether I may be the one who invites you to take a further step or if you would like to wait for another invitation. It doesn’t matter. There is so much that wants to invite you.

Some of you have been waiting for my voice. For I, Mary Magdalene, have promised to come to you during this lifetime to remind you of something that you have forgotten, to accompany you, step by step, on your path to yourself.

Some of you have been waiting for me, for the vibration of my energy, my voice, this presence that I am. And that is okay. For I am here. I am with you. And if you choose I shall accompany you on the next step on your path, the next chapter that is ahead of you now.

And you are invited to take my hand. And you are invited to remember this past knowledge that I, Mary Magdalene, carry and that it is time to let surface. It is time to share my secret with you. It is time to let my presence, my energy return to this earth.

The violence that emanates from the energy that you call the church has long stood in the way of this opening of humanity. You see: the energy of the church could only thrive by controlling and oppressing others.

And I, Mary Magdalene, have not allowed my knowledge to be abused – have not allowed my knowledge or my name to be used by an organization, by an energy that dominates human beings, that condemns human beings, that weakens and frightens them.

I, Mary Magdalene, chose to sink so deeply into the earth to own my teachings and to embody them so that no one was able to abuse them or distort them for their own purposes. And for that reason there is a certain apprehension within you to meet me again; to allow space for the love, the wisdom that we shared together. There is a certain apprehension to let all that come to the surface as a part of you believes that it still has to be protected, it still has to be held close and kept safe.

I, Mary Magdalene, enter to remind you that this period is over. The energy of the church can’t take anything from you anymore. The energy of human beings who wait to manipulate others for their selfish purposes can’t take anything from you anymore. Nobody can take my love away from you. Nobody can take our friendship away, can threaten this trust or misuse it. Nobody can ever get in the way of us going forward and letting our essence flow again.

It is truly time to go beyond this old boundary and allow yourself to be so much more. No one has a right to keep you small. Nobody has a right to tell you that you are less worthy, less gifted, less beautiful, less strong, less complete than you really are. No one has a right to keep you small.

And therefore my story was never told. Therefore my energy was never included in the bible. Therefore I never was canonized. Therefore my relationship, my living and learning relationship with Yeshua was never acknowledged. Therefore my teachings were never really made known.

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But this period is over. There are some final shadows, some final remnants of mist but the places where the sun, the light of the New has already started to shine are so much greater.

And thus it is appropriate that I, Mary Magdalene, enter with my story, with my knowledge. And thus I am invited to be here with you and to walk a part of the path with you. And thus I work hand in hand with the love of Sophia, with the love of Kwan Yin, of Isis, of Mary and all those who bring in the New, who dare you and invite you to be even more yourself than ever before.

I, Mary Magdalene, invite you to let go of this old darkness, this old memory of being abused, of being used; to close this door and to realize how precious, how wonderful, how complete you truly are. Not one drop of you may be wasted, not one drop of you may be missing. All of you must be here. All that you are is needed here. You are needed in your life more than ever before.

If you would like to allow your essence to flow again, then you must give the call. The call for the end of abuse, the end of slavery, the end of giving yourself away, the end of the imbalance, the end of the war within you. You must give the call. Each drop of your essence is like a drumbeat, bringing a new rhythm into your life, a new clarity, a new greatness that lets you awaken, awaken from your sleep, from your fear.

And so I, Mary Magdalene, enter here with all my love and appreciation that I have for you and invite you: would you like to let your essence flow again? Together with Yeshua, I will follow your progress, I will support you to become even more present, to bring your essence slowly back into your life, step by step.

For Yeshua and I shared this love for human beings 2000 years ago, this love connected us – and now it’s time to meet you again; to spend time with you; to take the next step of this journey together with you.

And so we invite you to connect with us in the way that seems most appropriate for you, to receive the knowledge that we bring with us for you.

For it is our love for you that has brought us here. Our love for each one of you is so infinite that she wouldn’t allow us to forget you. Yeshua and I, Mary Magdalene, love you so endlessly that we won’t rest until you remember who you truly are, until you realize how precious you really are.

It is a promise deep within our soul that we honor during this time. It is our love that guides us to be with you. Beginning to bring your essence here onto this earth is the very first step on this path to mastery that I, Mary Magdalene, have created together with Yeshua and that I want to share with you step by step. It is a simple path, a challenging path, a sacred path for you.

And so I, Mary Magdalene speak.