| 9 - The Children of Balance |
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| The Sophia Series - Year 3 |
| Sunday, 01. November 2009 |
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And so I invite you to enter this space of friendship; this space where you are welcome just the way you are, just the way you feel; in your body, with your soul today. You are welcome. You are on the path to yourself; on the path to embracing more and more of who you truly are. You are shedding your old ideas about yourself. Judgments that you might have carried deep within you may now finally be released. You are presently in a time of transformation, in a time of a new beginning. You are on the threshold of a new life. It’s not the life that you began when you were born but a brand new life - a brand new life that is being birthed for the very first time. And it is you who gives birth to yourself. You are the one who says Yes to yourself. You are the one who learns to be a loving mama for yourself. You are the one who begins to nurture yourself; who begins to invite more of yourself to arrive on this earth. This task that you adopt for yourself, this task of being a loving mama for yourself leads you towards a new life. You are no longer dependent on how loving your parents were. You are no longer dependent on how smooth the start of your life happened to be. You are no longer dependent on what the consciousness on earth was some decades ago. In this moment you can invite yourself to live in a new way. You can begin a brand new life and give yourself a more loving start than ever before.
You see: at the time of your birth the portals of the feminine energy were closed so it wasn’t possible for you to choose this path to earth.
As the feminine energy in the bodies of most women were closed and sealed off by pain and cruelty, contempt and grief – so were the portals in the consciousness of this earth. The portals of the feminine energy were closed. And therefore you weren’t able to choose this path to earth, to walk this path of the feminine energy. Most human beings who are currently living on this earth entered through the portals of the masculine energy. Imagine for a moment the portals of this earth as huge playground slides that lead you from the world of the soul to the world of this earth; from a being without a body to a being with a body. The masculine path is not wrong. But the masculine path usually urges you to go fast, to have a precise plan for your life and reach for your goal. The masculine path also urges you to be strong and to fight. And so imagine how it felt for your soul to enter into your body through this slide. From the very beginning you were told: Hurry up! You must go faster and get ahead. You must have a goal and go for it. Allow yourself to feel how this energy is only one half of you. And as you begin on the path of a new life the “playground slide of the feminine energy”, the portal of the feminine energy becomes especially important. A portal of the feminine energy just re-opened during the past summer (2009) on this earth. This portal is mainly over the ocean with a small part of it touching upon the island of Kauai. And more of these portals are beginning to re-open, are beginning to breathe again so that the new children that will be born may have the option to choose the feminine path to the earth. The path that is a bit slower, a bit steadier. The path that honors the new soul that comes in and nurtures her. The path that allows a bit more time and space to find your own place in life instead of following a set idea about how it has to be. For the more openness you bring in, the more openness you will have for life – the more willingness to flow with life, the more trust, the easier your start into a new life will be. We, the feminine energy, invite you to remember this path, to remember this path again and bring it into your daily life. To allow all the areas where the masculine path was hard - where it was too fast, too harsh – to allow all these aspects of yourself to dare a new beginning. You see: not until the feminine path and the masculine path may merge with one another – not until then can all of you be born, can all that you are come onto this earth – not until then. As long as there is only the masculine part, the masculine path, a part of you will be left out. A part of you will doubt that she is invited. This feminine part within you will not feel welcome. And so it is important that we begin to perceive again the feminine portals, the feminine path into life. Have you ever wondered why it is that birth and coming into the body is accompanied by so much harshness, so much pain and so much fear? It’s because the feminine energy has been missing. Because she has been closed and sealed off in the bodies and also in the consciousness of most human beings. And slowly, very slowly, a few are beginning to dare to let this love flow again, to honor this power and this greatness again. *** You are invited to take this opportunity within our space today to acknowledge and honor this woman within you, this feminine energy within you – perhaps for the very first time. Today is a day of celebrating the beauty of the feminine energy. All that has been forgotten, all that has been feared, all that has been closed off within you – it’s time to look behind this wall and perceive how wonderful and wise this woman within you truly is. And for a moment let even the men among you play with this idea; that there is a loving woman within you as well, that there is a feminine energy within you that is waiting to participate in your life again; that is waiting to support your masculinity even more. Don’t be afraid to open up for this feminine energy for it doesn’t mean losing all that is masculine and becoming feminine. For a man it means that his masculine energy will be supported, nurtured and held and that he can live his masculinity even more deeply, even more confidently, with even more clarity. And so each of you is invited – both men and women – to honor the feminine energy within you, to appreciate it and to observe how many voices there are within you that look down on the feminine; that judge the soft, the sensitive part within you, that fear this deep inner strength, that believe its bad. How much of the feminine energy within you is rejected? How many aspects within you are afraid of my voice, are afraid of your voice of the feminine energy, are afraid of this power deep within you? How many women reject the female organs of their body? You are ashamed. You want to hide them. You withdraw from them. Maybe the only connection you feel to the female parts of your body is the pain and the suffering, the sorrow and the shame that you put into this area of your body. And maybe it’s time to no longer hate these parts of you, to no longer fear them, to no longer reject them. Maybe it’s time to hear the precious melody that lives deep within your body. And maybe it’s time to hear this melody and let it resound and feel how the female organs within your body can help you to feel the feminine energy again, to be with her again, to let her live again. How shall the New come into your life when the feminine portal within you is closed behind a wound, behind a wall of pain? How shall the New come into your life? Once again we invite you to feel the feminine energy within you, to allow her strength and greatness to return to you. And I, Mary Magdalene, enter here in order to accompany you on this path because there is so much fear of the feminine energy whenever she shows her strength. There is so much misunderstanding, so much contempt – so much resistance towards the feminine. And just as I was judged and condemned during my lifetime and my true strength was feared, the same something within you still fears your true strength, your true wisdom, your true beauty. Something within you still doesn’t allow you to be the woman that you really are; to stand up straight, to speak boldly, to allow yourself to be all that you really are. A part of you still says No. A part of you still judges you, judges the arrogance, the arrogance of wanting more for yourself, of wanting more for your life. For as long as the feminine energy was judged and mocked – a part of you was judged and mocked. And I, Mary Magdalene, enter here to assist in bringing the greatness and beauty of the feminine energy onto this earth and letting her radiate and shine. It takes great courage to truly say Yes to this strength, truly say Yes to this power, to this deep inner wisdom. I enter here like a mirror, like a mirror that reflects back to you your own strength, your own wisdom and beauty. And everything that scares you, that disgusts you, that makes you feel sad or angry about me – this is what you hold against your own feminine energy. And maybe it’s time to look more closely. To look more closely wherever you still mock yourself, wherever you still devalue yourself, this feminine aspect, this woman within you. Wherever you still believe that she is damaged, sad, frustrated, unworthy, unimportant. I enter here to remind you. To remind you of how much pain it causes when we mock ourselves; when we don’t appreciate, don’t acknowledge, don’t honor an aspect of ourselves. And so today we appreciate together your feminine energy. Today we observe together what wants to bloom within you; the greatness, the strength, the wonderful teacher that lies hidden in your feminine energy. What a loving place – full of abundance and beauty, a place of stillness. This place of feminine energy is really a sacred space. A sacred space within you. And the more you allow yourself to perceive this sacred space within you and feel how this woman within you longs to let her energy flow, let her beauty shine and contribute her wisdom – the more you become aware of this – the more your feminine energy can take her place again. You see: all those human beings who entered into their body through the masculine path learnt to value and admire the masculine and to judge and put down the feminine. And with this disapproval and negation of the feminine they didn’t even notice that they had in fact condemned a part of themselves. They didn’t even notice that they rejected an aspect of themselves and that a part of them wasn’t able to share in their life. And so all those human beings entered here with only half of all that they are. Not until we begin to find this appreciation, this compassion again and let the feminine energy blossom – no matter if we are a man or a woman – can we arrive here fully. Not until the feminine energy may stand next to the masculine energy as an equal can all that we are arrive here on earth. Not until then may our creations blossom harmoniously. Not until then may the era of abundance and prosperity return here on this earth. Not until then can nature, the earth herself, find a new balance with human beings. Not until then can your body heal. Not until then can the feminine energy radiate again within your body to support you and show you the feminine path. That is exactly why I enter here. That is exactly why we spend this time together. And just allow yourself to feel how many aspects within you believe that it’s all a waste of time. How many aspects within you are annoyed and want to go faster; get more done and fight? How many aspects within you only appreciate the masculine path, only appreciate the masculine way? How many aspects within you believe that the feminine within you is not good enough? *** It’s time for the child of your soul to take her place again and to live the balance that you brought onto this earth deep within you. That is also why I enter here. To invite the children of the soul, to invite the Children of Balance to contribute on this earth, to no longer keep silent, to no longer doubt themselves but to arrive on this earth truly and fully. It’s time to become reacquainted with the feminine path; to let the culture of the feminine resurrect, to speak the feminine language again, to let the feminine melody resound again, to bring back the feminine way of healing to the earth, to create the feminine kind of prosperity again. It is the other half of your world that longs to live again, to breathe again and waits to be released from its dark prison within you. For how many of you have the feeling that the feminine energy is dark, threatening and bad? That’s just because you still keep her locked up in this dark prison. And as soon as you give your permission and breathe this soft breath your feminine energy may be freed again, may be respected and appreciated again. A transformation will occur and for the very first time you will really feel and experience what the feminine energy truly is, what a difference she truly makes within your life. It’s not about thinking about doing it in your mind because these are only thoughts. Thoughts are useless at this deeper level where we go together today. But your loving breath can reach you, can inspire you at this deeper level to begin a new life. This emerging compassion within you is the best balm for your feminine energy. For this compassion, this honoring, this love releases the feminine energy from her prison. And you will also be able to perceive the healer, the alchemist, the wonderful teacher that lies hidden within you. Not until the feminine energy is released from her prison can all these aspects, all these parts of you breathe, live and play together with you. *** So I invite each one of you to consider giving a new permission within your life. I also invite you to observe where you judge the feminine within yourself or in other women, where you mock her and find her unworthy. And that may show you where you still misunderstand this aspect within you. You are invited to look more closely, to bring your awareness into this area of your life. For whoever breathes their own soul onto this earth through this evenly balanced path will be re-born as a child of balance for the very first time. No longer a child of duality, no longer a child of the masculine energy – but a child of the loving balance within you. I come in here today to give you this invitation, to accompany you on this part of our shared path and support you in my own special way. Be courageous and trust. It’s time to begin your life in a whole new way. So much beauty lies ahead for you. So much peace and so much greatness that can only arrive when you begin to be a child of balance.
Translated into English by Silvia Striebeck Edited by Eva Smarda Carney |






