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The Sophia Series - Year 4
Written by Lea Hamann   
Sunday, 04. April 2010


We would like to speak about the energy that is so present here on this earth today – the energy that you call Easter which is really just a time of deep transformation and change.

You are invited to be here in this space with us today where we want to look at this energy in a new way. We want to perceive together how this energy that pours onto this earth at the moment can assist you; how this energy can support and carry your life.

This day that you call Easter has many different layers. There is a very deep, very old layer that is anchored here in Europe – from a very old religion that was based on nature. This time was simply when people connected with the earth. Winter was over and they could feel that a new year, a new cycle was about to begin.

And the people connected quite consciously with the earth at this time of the year. They walked outside; they felt the earth, the rhythms and the energies as they wanted to create this new year in harmony with them. The people of nature religions always celebrated feasts or rituals to come closer to the energies of the earth, to be in tune with its consciousness. And so they were very aware of the seasons, the weather, the right time to sow and the right time to harvest. They allowed themselves to flow with the rhythm of the earth, with the energy of the earth instead of being separate from them.

And these old feasts were fertility rites. They welcomed the first signs of new life and they invited people to feel their own fertility within. And this fertility didn’t necessarily have to do with having children but was and still is about an inner fruitfulness.

It was an invitation for people to feel that there is a soul living within that they can connect with that wants to create and be visible in this world. People were invited to feel that something New wants to emerge from their soul energy over and over again. People were invited to feel that they are fertile themselves. They were invited to feel this again, to remember this again; to realize that they aren’t here just to be slaves in their own lives, to just fight for their daily survival but that they can bring something even deeper here onto this earth.

They observed that everyone is invited, everyone is held and loved and allowed to bring something unique onto this earth: their own sound, their own wisdom, their own gifts, their own energy; their own imagination, their own creativity, their own love here onto this earth. They felt that everyone has this passion and that not only a few have this right to bring something new onto this earth.

And so in the old nature religions Easter was a feast that celebrated this deep inner fruitfulness within that wants to create something new over and over again, that wants to bear fruit within each moment.

And of course this layer of Easter is not the only one that you know today. There is another energy that is connected to Easter, to this time when spring begins, at least here in Europe. And that is the energy that Yeshua brought in – the Christ seed energy that Yeshua embodied and lived and deeply experienced here on this earth.

And we invite you to feel that Yeshua came onto this earth in order to follow the path of his soul, in order to trust deeply within that his soul carries him, guides him and shows him the way that is for his highest good and for the highest good of all of the earth.

And you’ve heard the story of Yeshua. And you’ve heard about the life that he lived. And today you are invited to look at it in a new way – to go beyond the version that the church told of Yeshua’s experience and instead see its sheer simplicity and beauty, as it was truly meant to be understood.

Yeshua allowed himself to go through the deepest darkness that a human being can go through. He allowed himself to go through what seemed like the loss of his family and disciples. He allowed himself to go through physical pain and even allowed himself to go through what you would call death. But he went through these experiences in a much different way than most other humans.

And maybe you want to take a moment and feel what was special in the way that Yeshua experienced these things. Because before him many, many humans had already experienced having their work destroyed and their temples demolished, their disciples banished, being chased, tortured, or even being killed. That wasn’t anything new. This is such an old experience that is so rooted here on earth.

And many humans still carry a memory of this experience within them today. Many humans know the feeling of being chased even when there isn’t anybody actually chasing them. Many humans know the feeling of being ridiculed even when there isn’t anybody actually ridiculing them. Many humans know the fear of being tortured for who they are even though there isn’t anybody actually persecuting them. They still carry a memory of this darkness within as they were somehow involved; either they experienced it themselves or saw it happen to others close to them.

This deep darkness is still here on this earth. It’s the darkness that destroys the fruitfulness that the earth brings forth. It’s the energy that refuses the natural evolution of human consciousness. It is the darkest wall, the darkest darkness that has ever been created here on earth. It’s the hatred that doesn’t allow the New to survive but tramples and destroys it. It’s the hatred that doesn’t embrace and support the New but laughs and rejects it. It’s the hatred that doesn’t accept the beauty within each person but denies it and tries to suppress it.

And this energy is quite real and lives here on this earth. It is within many humans who either fear it or direct this energy towards themselves or others.

And so as soon as Yeshua came to this earth with his gifts, his openness, his clarity he felt this energy that hated him, that wanted to persecute him, that wanted to destroy him. And it was the deepest darkness that he ever had experienced. Nowhere else will you find it as evident and intense as here on earth.

And Yeshua had the choice to listen to his mind that tried to protect his life and keep him from physical harm. Yeshua could have walked a much safer path. He could have been a bit quieter, spoke a bit more carefully. He could have befriended certain people by putting aside some of his beliefs. He could have given in a little and preserved his life. He could have made himself small like other humans had always done on this earth. He could have listened more to his mind and less to his heart and his soul.

And maybe you can imagine how Yeshua stood at this crossroad where he had to decide: do I compromise, do I ignore what I feel within, do I renounce my love for my soul and for god, forget everything that I am and that I know in order to continue living instead? Or do I go forward with my head held high towards this dark wall that hates me, that wants to destroy me, that doesn’t want to embrace the New that I bring in here.

And this was not an easy decision for Yeshua.

If you were given the choice to either walk towards a dark storm cloud or seek shelter – maybe this decision would not be so easy for you either. Or perhaps it would be very easy because your mind would immediately say: of course, we’ll take shelter. That’s the right thing to do, the only thing to do in order to survive.

But within Yeshua there was yet another voice besides his mind. There was the voice of his soul, of god, that told him he wasn’t here in order to run from this cloud, in order to make himself invisible before this wall. But that he came here in order to walk straight through this dark wall. In order to walk straight through it and create a path for those who would come after him.

For no one before had faced this wall as directly and openly and freely as Yeshua did. And no one before had accepted this task with such clarity and commitment. No one before had faced this darkness with so much love and compassion as Yeshua did.

And Yeshua accepted the challenge; he surrendered to his true path. And he didn’t resist the darkness; he didn’t judge the darkness, he didn’t fight against it, he didn’t challenge it, but walked straight into this darkness completely connected to himself.

And the disciples that accompanied him couldn’t understand this. And they lost their confidence, their faith in him. And the many, many people who heard Yeshua’s story at a later time wondered why his life came to such a horrible end. Why such a loving, such a tolerant human being came to such a horrible end. And many people wished that his story would have taken a different turn so that he could have continued his work and lived a full life on this earth surrounded by his disciples.

And maybe it’s time to look more clearly at the path that Yeshua voluntarily chose and committed to with total devotion. With complete trust that his soul and god would guide him even through this deepest darkness, even through his darkest night.

And it’s not easy for a human in a physical body to face physical pain. Pain is nothing other than what you experience when you face the darkness. Pain, agony, fear – all these are the different aspects that darkness can take on here on this earth. And humans have tried their best to avoid this darkness for eons.

But god had showed Yeshua an even deeper wisdom. You see: long before his experience god had invited Yeshua to perceive this darkness. And god had invited him to not only perceive this darkness but also to accept it lovingly. Instead of pointing a finger and judging it god invited him to look at the fear, the hatred and the destructiveness here on this earth with love and compassion.

And the more Yeshua was with this darkness and surrendered to this darkness, the more he understood that the darkness is simply afraid. He understood that humans in deep despair did things that hurt others. Yeshua unmasked the darkness. He looked behind the disguise of strength that the darkness likes to show and saw that there was a lot of misery, fear, and vulnerability.

And maybe you have noticed that when you become angry and judge others you are not balanced but actually very afraid, very insecure and think you need to defend yourself.

And the more Yeshua perceived this darkness, the more he realized that it wasn’t his enemy. Yeshua saw that the darkness also needed the light that he brought onto this earth. And Yeshua truly brought love and compassion to the deepest physical pain, deepest hatred, and deepest destructiveness. And he didn’t judge what others did to him but brought his love and compassion to even those people. And many of them were changed forever, touched forever by his love, by his compassion.

For what Yeshua brought onto this earth was not only the human, superficial love that adores beauty but a deeper love: the love of the soul that loves all her children; the love of god that doesn’t judge or exclude anyone.

Yeshua brought this deeper love to his enemies. Yeshua brought this warmth and compassion to the places where no one went before. No one had ever approached the darkness so lovingly and knew there wasn’t anything to fight against, there wasn’t anything that needed to be done. Yeshua showed that in truth no one was able to hurt him. No one could take anything away of him. Yeshua showed that he could walk through this deep transformation unharmed.

And the consciousness of humanity was not open enough to truly see that Yeshua could pass through this experience truly safe with the love of god. Most people were very frightened of the pain and suffering that they outwardly saw. They couldn’t follow the inner path of Yeshua because their own resistance and judgment against the darkness was still too great.

And Yeshua was not only accompanied by men but also many women. And there was only one who shared his path right up until the end; who felt it in all its depth; felt how this path unfolds and what was truly emerging – and that was and is Mary Magdalene.

You may recall that she was the only person who could see Yeshua afterwards; who felt that he was still there. Who felt that his breath was still flowing. Who felt that he barely touched the deepest darkness, the deepest human despair before he rose again on the other side.

There were only a few who could understand his path, the depth of his experience and his resurrection. Was it a miracle? Was it a trick? What was the difference between Yeshua and the many, many others who had been pursued, tortured and killed because of their faith? Yeshua brought in the love of his soul, the love of god that met all these people who embodied or acted out the darkness with love and compassion.

You see: Yeshua wasn’t resentful. He already forgave them. For he already knew why they had rejected him, why they had caused him pain, why they had killed him. Yeshua already knew before they even understood it themselves. He saw their fear, their hatred, their despair, their anger towards life itself. And he felt that he couldn’t be resentful of any human being that is in such misery – but only meet them with love over and over again.

Yeshua allowed himself to master what he often spoke of and then left behind for others to follow: love your enemies. Allow yourself to share this love and compassion with every human being, not only with those who please you today, but with every human being.

For every human being deserves love and compassion. Even those lost in the deepest darkness deserve the love of god. And it’s not for us to judge those who are in despair, who are lost and alone. It’s not for us to cast the first stone. But we are invited to breathe the love of god when we meet every human being: those who are loving towards with us, who welcome us and appreciate what we bring and those who fear and reject us, who misunderstand and hate us. They deserve our love as well. They are also the children of god and made of the same love that is within all living things.

That is the miracle that Yeshua brought into this world. He continually carried his love into the darkness, farther than any human being had ever done before. And he changed the darkness by doing so. And he brought a beam of

light full of love into the deepest darkness. And this beam of light still remains.

And for you this means that as you go about your day and a moment arises where you feel hurt, when you are angry, when you behave in a way that hurts yourself or others – within this very moment there is a beam of light that loves you, has compassion for you and invites you to return to your soul center. Yeshua brought in this love that can help you to walk through the biggest challenges, the deepest despair, and the greatest transformation.

Yeshua’s love is here for you even during your darkest night. And his love will never go away and leave you alone. His love is limitless and is right here for each of you, within each moment no matter how deeply lost you may feel. Yeshua’s love is here to embrace you, to support you and invite you to return to your soul center.

That is the healing that Yeshua brought onto this earth. And he knew that he wasn’t here only to heal those who wanted to heal, to teach those who wanted to learn. He knew that his purpose was also to dive deeply into the energy of the darkness and bring his love and compassion where no one went before.

That’s another layer of Easter that you celebrate today; that wants to open up for you today. And you may choose how deeply you want to perceive the blessing of Yeshua, the gift that he brought for you.

You see: Yeshua didn’t sacrifice himself for you. He surrendered to his path and allowed himself to be the love that he really is. The love that wants to embrace all her children, that can’t be kept away by judgment, artificial fears. This love is actually the love of god that includes everyone, loves everyone and sustains everything that exists.

And maybe you want to take some time in order to feel this love that Yeshua brought onto this earth for you. Maybe you want to accept this love, this gift as it was truly offered.

If we set aside the misunderstandings that those who didn’t understand Yeshua’s path put around his story, we soon perceive this deep love that only wants to be, that accepts everyone, that appreciates everyone, and feels compassion for all living things.

And this love is eternal. This love is everlasting. For it is the love that lives within each human being. It is the love of your soul, the love of god. It is the love that all life originated from.

And so, this Easter while we feel that new life is about to begin, we can also feel this love and breathe it in.

This is our invitation for you, for each one of you, to accept the essence of this Easter story. To breathe the essence of Yeshua’s story and feel: Yeshua loves you no matter where you are right now, no matter what you feel, no matter what challenges you are facing today: Yeshua loves you.

And so we come to the end of this shared time together with a loving breath and the blessing that is here for you today – the true remembrance of why Yeshua came and his legacy that remains.

He transformed the deepest darkness. He embraced it long ago and invited it to return into balance. He transformed the darkness that you still carry within.

Yeshua brought a message onto this earth that an aspect of you has been yearning for. An aspect of you that descended so deeply into the darkness that it really thinks god has forgotten it, that there isn’t any love for it. And Yeshua knew that this aspect would need someone who already walked through the darkness, who would approach it lovingly, and deliver the message: you are a part of god also. You are a part of this earth also. You are worthy of love also.

You are invited to accept this love for yourself; to perceive the path of Yeshua that is also within you. He already passed through the challenges that still lie ahead of you and left a path of love to carry you, encourage you and invite you – invite you to accept love for yourself each day, and to never forget how much support, appreciation and compassion there is for you within each new breath.

 

Translated into English by Silvia Striebeck

Edited by Eva Smarda Carney
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© 2008, Lea Hamann, Königstein im Taunus
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About channeling:
Channeling is about receiving energy. It is an invitation for you, dear reader, to open for more of yourself and become more conscious. As you read this text you are most welcome to decide for yourself what feels right for you and what doesn’t. There is no such thing as an absolute truth that is valid for everyone. There are many truths and you may choose the one that resonates with you today. On your path of spiritual awakening this may indeed change. Sophia’s extends her love and support if you wish to receive it, right where you are in this moment - you don’t have to do a thing in return.

About Sophia:
Sophia is a feminine energy supporting the awakening and evolution of humanity with her understanding and wisdom. Her messages are simple and profound. Lea Hamann has been working for some time in her personal and professional life with Sophia’s energy. In 2007 Lea started to channel Sophia publicly. Sophia has accompanied us since then in monthly channels called the Sophia-Series. She assists us in rediscovering the feminine energy of our soul.
Feminine energy doesn’t necessarily mean being female. Both men and women have a feminine part of their soul. This feminine principle helps us to receive abundance, to develop our creations and to live our life in deep trust. In today’s world most humans have a tendency to be imbalanced as they rely much more on their masculine energy. Sophia has emphasized many times how important it is to be connected to the feminine energy in order to enjoy a loving and balanced life.
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About Lea Hamann:
Lea Hamann, born in 1982, works as a teacher and compassionate guide to humans on their path of spiritual awakening. She teaches conscious breathing and the re-connection to the feminine energy through private sessions and workshops. Sophia’s wisdom is an inseparable part of Lea’s work. Sophia’s love is always present in her sessions and workshops. Lea Hamann is currently living with her partner Matthias Kreis in Königstein, Germany, near Frankfurt.

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