And so we begin together.

This is the moment that has been longed for. This is the moment that has been promised. For you, for us, for the whole world. From time to time there are special moments in your life, and you feel: Yes, I am in the right place at the right time. This is such a moment for us. This is such a moment for us - Mary, Isis and Mary Magdalene, for we are part of the feminine energy that announces that she is in the process of re-awakening. Yes, she has slept for a long, long time. She has rested within the earth, within the oceans and the sea, and also within you. Like a wave that once rose high above and then sunk down below into the depths of the ocean. A wave of feminine energy, a wave of love.

And many of you were part of this sinking down into the depths. You, who are reading this right now, felt something withdraw within you, something retreat within nature, something beautiful sinking down into the depths. You felt it. Some of you experienced the feeling of sinking so deeply, so deeply into this gutter. You felt that you no longer found love for yourself and for your children the way you did before. You felt that the soft flow was missing in your life and in your daily routines. You felt how your life, your being in a physical body became so exhausting in those times.

Many of you experienced the things you held most sacred get destroyed. The bonds that connected you with this divine part of yourself we call the feminine energy were severed. So much guilt and pain resulted from this fall into oblivion. You endured so much hurt, so much sorrow. Many of you still carry the belief within you: I wasn’t good enough. I wasn’t pure enough. I made a mistake by being fully open, fully present, and fully visible to other humans. And this belief still causes you to be afraid, to shy away and to withdraw deep inside of yourself even now.

If you would like, let yourself feel that all energy moves in the form of waves. Day then night, activity then rest, breathing in then breathing out - each moves in waves. Also the stars in the sky, the rays of sunshine, the motion of the seas. They rise up high above and then sink down below. So much suffering will be eliminated when you allow yourself to feel this. If you allow yourself to feel: Yes, my energy rises - I am active and outgoing, I interact with others, I share, I manifest my creations. And yes, I then sink down into my depths - I allow myself to rest, experience silence, I feel most secure by myself, I build the foundation for the new that is coming in.

Our energy also comes to you in the form of waves. Sometimes we sink down into the depths within you, so deep down within you. At other times we rise up to brilliant heights. But we let ourselves be carried by these rhythms; we don’t fear them, we don’t resist them. We let them flow.

And so when the time came for the feminine energy to sink down into the depths, to leave the earth and to sink deeper than ever before, many of you felt it. Many of you felt the pain of parting, a deep sadness or loneliness. Many of you weren’t even sure why. Many of you linked this grief to an experience in your life. You thought yes of course, I lost my family, my partner, my friends or my child. But if you would like to go back to that moment of loss, go back to that moment - and if you choose, you may even let your tears flow, and allow yourself to feel. To feel - what did you lose, what was it that left you in that moment? You don’t have to guess - let yourself feel. Feel how the energy left you back then, how you felt this pain of parting inside your own body. And then how over and over again, with each new farewell, with each new parting, you have felt the echo of this first hurt. Let yourself feel this. Let yourself just feel.

Imagine how the first human on this earth must have felt as the sun set for the first time. Imagine how frightening it must have been, getting darker and darker on this earth. Imagine how heartbroken this human must have felt. The source of his light, his warmth and his security; all of it was lost in that moment, all of it was gone.

And that was similar to what you felt. You felt something like that. Abandoned, helpless, and desperate. Something so dear to you, so close to you left, sunk down into the depth.

Let yourself perceive: it wasn’t your fault. It wasn’t something you had caused. Your temple, your position, your full awareness of being – it was time for all that to sink into the depth. Some of you experienced this in a very harsh way: you chose to experience that this love, this feminine energy was taken from you by the outside. You chose to experience having this energy stolen from you in a painful way for your body and your soul. Some of you chose to experience the destruction of your temples, the places where you held the feminine energy and let her shine out into the world. You saw it coming on the horizon and knew that something was going to happen soon. You knew the time had come for all of this to disappear into the depth.

Part of you knew it all the time. Part of you smiled at you and said: don’t be sad, my child, it is time. It is time for me to leave, to sink down and sleep. It is time for me to leave you alone. It is not your fault and you haven’t done anything wrong. It is time. As the sun must set in the evening, I will set and you won’t be able to feel me anymore, you will miss me and you will search for me. You will hold on to the memories or to the pain of parting or to the pain of separation. Let yourself breathe softly and feel: this farewell is not for good. As soon as a certain point of this experience is reached, as soon as the valley has been passed, I will come back to you in a new way.

And this part of you smiled, hugged you and let go. And then you were alone. So very alone. For such a long, long time.

Maybe you gave up the search for the feminine energy that disappeared into the depth. Maybe you got used to her absence and found other ways to feel complete. Maybe you learned not to touch this part of you anymore. Not to miss this warmth, this graceful flow and radiance any longer.

Maybe instead you learned to hold onto the pain of separation. Maybe that last farewell, that last and deepest pain was your only memory of this part of you that got lost. Maybe by going to that pain again and again you are able to get a glimpse of the shadow of the memory. Maybe that pain is the only thing left to embrace.

Some of you learned to be very angry and to fight. You scream and yell against all that happened such an infinitely long time ago. Oh, you believe that you are fighting injustice between the rich and poor, the old and young. You believe that you are fighting for the rights of women in this world. Though maybe it’s possible that you are only avoiding the realization that something is missing within you. Something that has nothing to do with your being a man or a woman. The feminine energy has disappeared into the depth and you are angry. You resist it with all your might. And maybe this resistance, this fighting is the only connection you have left. Maybe this fighting is the only connection you have left to the faint recollection of the love that is within you.

Some others of you learned to take on the burden of guilt for this experience. Oh, what a heavy load you carry on your back. You feel responsible for the end of an era, for the fall of the feminine energy. You assume that you made a mistake, you were responsible and all the destruction was your fault. You didn’t read the signs, you didn’t react fast enough. You were responsible for the death of your students, your children, for the fall of this beautiful energy that you had dedicated your whole life to. Yes, we are talking to you. We know your story so well. We know that you still don’t dare to take responsibility for yourself, or for your new creations because over and over again you are disappointed in yourself. You let the things that you build fall into ruin, you let yourself get hurt whenever you open up and show who you really are. This guilt is the only thing still connecting you with this sweet memory. This sweet memory of softness, of warmth and of your own laughter. How long has it been since you heard your own laughter?

We come in today in a new way. We come in today into this holy space. A space where you may now let go of the old and make it possible for the new to come in. Through the love of Mary, Isis and Mary Magdalene, the incredible patience and love of so many humans and so many angels of the universe, we have finally reached this moment. This moment when the new is allowed to leave its cocoon. This moment when the new is allowed to come in, become visible and be felt for the first time here on earth. What was lost will come back. What was broken will be whole. What was forgotten will be remembered. What was hidden will rise up.

We bring Sophia to you, the new feminine energy. We bring Sophia to you, who has risen up out of the ruin. We bring Sophia to you, who with the wave had sunk down below into the depths of the ocean, and with the wave has now risen again. She is rising up out of the ocean from her long sleep, she is rising up for you.

Let yourself feel Sophia. Let yourself be with her.

You tell us: but Sophia feels different, Sophia seems unfamiliar.

As long as you are holding onto your past you won’t be able to feel your present. As long as you are holding onto the feminine energy of the past through guilt, or sorrow, or anger, or hurt, Sophia will be hidden from you.

So now we ask you in the light of the new, during the rising of this new and sparkling star:

I, Mary, who held you. I, Mary, who held you lovingly and brought you to this earth.

I, Isis, who brought the seed of the feminine to this earth in a dignified and radiant way. I, Isis, invite you to take back your seat on your throne.

I, Mary Magdalene, who holds knowledge of the feminine secrets, who is an alchemist of the feminine. I, Mary Magdalene, who retreated to my own cave and rose again.

We ask you to feel that you are able to release these old connections. Today is a very special day. Today is the day of the resurrection of the feminine energy. Today, this very special day, we come in to plant the seed of the new. Today we ask you to let go of the old connections. Stop searching, fighting, hurting and carrying this guilt. Let go of the feminine energy in order to embrace her in a new way. Sometimes we have to let go of something fully and completely in order to receive it in a new way.

Some of you are having this experience in your own life right now. You notice how the feelings you had for your partner or your friends are dissolving and disappearing. You notice how the enthusiasm you had for certain activities is vanishing and you wonder. You wonder why old passions are not as exciting as they used to be. You wonder why you lost the joy of an idea, of a dream, of a vision. You still hold onto it although you can’t quite understand, but it is true: the connections are dissolving. The connection in your relationship is dissolving. The connection to your femininity, the connection to your masculinity, they are dissolving.

If you would like, let yourself feel: this is not happening because you made a mistake. This is not happening because you are not worthy of happiness or fulfilment. This is not happening because your soul wants you to be alone, without passion, without success. This is happening because the connections are dissolving. The connections are dissolving for you to be able to discern the new. To be able to feel the new.

Some of you ask: what will happen if I let go of my relationship, my occupation or my vision? What will happen if I let go inside of me? What will happen if I release the feminine energy?

And we answer: whatever you release will come back to you in a new way.

The feminine energy sunk into the depth, sunk into oblivion and today she is coming back to us in a new way. She is coming back as an energy of wisdom - mature and rejuvenated. She is coming back as a mother of the new. She is coming back as a child, a child of the new. Sophia is coming into our shared space. Mary, Isis, Mary Magdalene are part of this new energy. And we have changed too. We have matured and are returning now as part of this new energy, in a new way.

Today Sophia is coming in to this holy space of the new. This space that so many angels have opened and held. So many have come to this important event; so many have come to let their love and their joy become part of this event.

Yeshua comes in for he has been deeply connected to the feminine energy and has knowledge of the secrets of the feminine energy. You can feel the feminine energy in his gentleness, in his gracefulness and dignity. He is coming in to honour the new, the new feminine energy, Sophia and to share his joy with you.

The new energy is part of this space. Those angels who have brought the new energy to this world through their work and their experiences are here to take part in this birthing of the new, in this birthday celebration for Sophia.

And earth herself, Gaia, is taking part in this new feminine energy. Gaia with all her assistants and the magic of her nature and her abundance comes in to bless the new. She comes in to honour Sophia.

And if you would like, you may allow yourself to feel: you are also part of this space. It doesn’t matter how or when you receive this message; you are also part of this space of creation, part of this cradle for the new feminine energy.

Sophia is coming in as part of your soul.

Sophia is the energy of the new feminine, of the earth, of the cosmos and of you. Today Sophia is born within every soul. From now on, every soul has the potential to open up for the new feminine energy and to receive her. Some souls feel this immediately; many children and many humans of the new energy perceive it and welcome Sophia within them. Many feel how a new grace, a new ease is awakening within them and supporting them. Some are waiting a little longer. Some are holding on a little longer to the old interpretations of female or feminine. Some humans haven’t perceived Sophia yet; they aren’t aware of the new feminine right now. Only those who are able to let go of the old, the suffering and the pain of separation are able to perceive Sophia. Only those who are able to let go of the old are able to perceive the new.

Sophia is coming in as a sovereign energy.

The old feminine energy was only one part of the whole. The old feminine energy was dependent on the masculine energy. The old masculine energy was dependent on the feminine energy. Both were only one part of the whole. Neither could stand alone, all by itself. They were not balanced within. You can picture this as two semicircles, only forming a whole when put together. And now Sophia is coming back as an independent whole. She has found her own balance in her own depth. Sophia stands by herself, shines by herself. She is not dependent, she is not part of a whole - Sophia is whole herself. Sophia is balanced. Sophia is free.

Sophia brings a new form of love to you.

Sophia doesn’t bring a love that needs another to be fulfilled. Sophia doesn’t need anything from the outside. She doesn’t need validation or recognition or fulfilment from the outside. Sophia’s love flows from the depth of her essence. Sophia’s love says: I am here. I am whole. My love is my essence, the way I touch the world. My love doesn’t seek anything, my love is already fulfilled. My love is recognized in itself. My love is validated in itself. My love IS.

Sophia’s love supports the children on this earth in a new way. Those of you who assist at a birth – whether it is the birth of a child, or assist humans on their path into the new energy, or start a new business, or create new social systems, or new ways to distribute energy – you will feel Sophia coming in to support you and teach you a new kind of love. A love that assists you, that nourishes the new. A love that doesn’t need anything from the outside; a love that is balanced within.

Let yourself feel Sophia. Let yourself feel how within you too the new feminine energy starts to radiate. Within you a new balance, a new freedom and a new love starts to grow. It’s nothing that you have to learn, nothing that you have to struggle to achieve. It’s a part of you that wants to return now transformed and mature. Will you allow Sophia to be a part of you? Will you allow Sophia to embrace you, support you and walk together with you into the new energy?

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We would like to make a small digression here. We would like to tell you a story about the feminine energy. Many of the stories about the feminine energy have been long forgotten. And today we would like to bring one of them back as a gift to you, so that you may remember.

Before the time of Yeshua’s birth a group of humans called the Essenes began perceiving the approach of something new. These humans felt that preparations had to be made for this arrival of something new. And they gathered secretly to connect more and more with the new. They tried to feel it, learn about it and understand it. They perceived it like the approach of a new star. And this new star arrived in the form of Mary.

Mary was born into a very special sanctuary sheltered by the loving foundation that had been prepared by this group of humans – the Essenes. She embodied the essence of the feminine energy in a very deep and profound way. She breathed this love, she was part of this love. As a young girl she already realized that she was able to see and communicate differently from the other humans and was in contact with angels. Mary brought a seed of the feminine energy to this earth. Mary’s energy is that of tremendous safety and support. A mother holding her child, dissolved in her love, soothing warmth and comfort,– this image comes close to the energy of Mary.

Mary came in at a time of darkness, at a time when the essence of the feminine had been long forgotten. She opened herself for the love and strength of the feminine, for this cradle of the new she brought to earth. Through this portal came the one you call Yeshua. The stories of Mary and Yeshua are woven tightly together, they belong together, they are one. Like two semicircles coming together to form a whole, Mary and Yeshua formed a whole.

The symbol of the cross as you know it was originally a symbol that had been received at one of the gatherings of the Essenes. They saw an equilateral, right-angled cross. The horizontal line of the cross symbolized the feminine energy; the vertical line symbolized the masculine energy. In the story of Mary and Yeshua both energies merged into a new whole. They came together to plant the seed for the new energy into the ground. Oh, it has not been completely understood. The Christ seed is the seed of the feminine AND the masculine - the seed of the new energy that is growing within you and within many humans right now on this earth.

It is the seed that Mary and Yeshua brought in, each in their own way. And if you like, feel how that seed is growing within you. It has been developing a new sparkle and shine. From the touch of the feminine energy and the masculine energy a new star is born. Everyone who permits this star to grow will feel how the two parts of this equilateral cross meld into a diamond - a diamond of clarity made up of the essence of your own soul. This is the fruit of the rose, this is the blossoming of the Christ seed.

We are telling you because this story is part of the new feminine energy. Just as Sophia is balanced within herself, so is her story and her past. She accepted the truth. She accepted that the feminine energy was just a part of the whole like the masculine energy. Sophia accepted that it was the time for the old feminine energy to depart – in order to come back again in a new way. Sophia is coming in today as a resurrected mature energy, having found her own inner balance. The waves of her story assisted her to come closer to herself.

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And so we continue with the energy of our first meeting together. This room of birthing the new that so many share already, and so many more will share in the future. The birth of the new feminine energy, the birth of Sophia, made possible by so many. Lea, who speaks for us today contributes her part. Lea has also come back in these times to lay the foundation for a new part of the feminine energy. She has come back to be here for this new beginning at a new level. Through her trust, clarity and work we are able to touch you today. Through her voice and these words we are able to be with you today. It is the right time. And you are in the right place. We celebrate this moment with all of you.

We celebrate the birth of Sophia. We celebrate her new beginning on this earth.

From now on we will speak with you on a regular basis and share with you the growing acceptance of Sophia on this earth. This is only the beginning, this is only the beginning. There are so many humans Sophia wants to touch. There is so much love Sophia wants to share. There is so much wisdom Sophia wants to give.

Through your presence and your openness while reading this text, Sophia is moving deeper into this dimension, coming closer to this earth. The new feminine energy carried by Mary, Isis, Mary Magdalene, Kuan Yin and so many others is coming closer. We celebrate this holy moment with you. We celebrate this moment of love and revelation. We celebrate this moment that allows Sophia to introduce herself to you, that allows Sophia to be experienced on this earth.

And so we begin together.

Translated into English by Joya

Edited by Eva Smarda Carney
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About channeling:
Channeling is about receiving energy. It is an invitation for you, dear reader, to open for more of yourself and become more conscious. As you read this text you are most welcome to decide for yourself what feels right for you and what doesn’t. There is no such thing as an absolute truth that is valid for everyone. There are many truths and you may choose the one that resonates with you today. On your path of spiritual awakening this may indeed change. Sophia’s extends her love and support if you wish to receive it, right where you are in this moment - you don’t have to do a thing in return.

About Sophia:
Sophia is a feminine energy supporting the awakening and evolution of humanity with her understanding and wisdom. Her messages are simple and profound. Lea Hamann has been working for some time in her personal and professional life with Sophia’s energy. In 2007 Lea started to channel Sophia publicly. Sophia has accompanied us since then in monthly channels called the Sophia-Series. She assists us in rediscovering the feminine energy of our soul.
Feminine energy doesn’t necessarily mean being female. Both men and women have a feminine part of their soul. This feminine principle helps us to receive abundance, to develop our creations and to live our life in deep trust. In today’s world most humans have a tendency to be imbalanced as they rely much more on their masculine energy. Sophia has emphasized many times how important it is to be connected to the feminine energy in order to enjoy a loving and balanced life.
The monthly channels of the Sophia-Series are available free of charge on the website www.eelea.de You are invited to let yourself be touched by Sophia’s love.

About Lea Hamann:
Lea Hamann, born in 1982, works as a teacher and compassionate guide to humans on their path of spiritual awakening. She teaches conscious breathing and the re-connection to the feminine energy through private sessions and workshops. Sophia’s wisdom is an inseparable part of Lea’s work. Sophia’s love is always present in her sessions and workshops. Lea Hamann is currently living with her partner Matthias Kreis in Königstein, Germany, near Frankfurt.

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