eelea | 2 - Receive What Is Yours

2 - Receive What Is Yours

Tuesday, 10. April 2007

And so we begin…

And so for our second time we enter this shared space. Many of you have come to this space during the past month. To this space of connecting with Sophia. Many of you have felt touched, many of you have perceived Sophia in your every day life and allowed her to be part of your being. Sophia has grown; Sophia has begun to establish herself on this earth, to become part of this world. It is part of the return of your own soul, expressing herself through the return of Sophia.

And so we create this sacred space together. We create this space for you and for all those yet to come. We create this space for all those who are in a feminine body and for all those who are in a masculine body. We create this space for those you call children, for those already born and for those yet to come. We create this space for those you call old, for those approaching the end of their lives and for those already departed. We create this space for all of the humans of this world.

They are invited. You are invited. Invited to step back for a moment from your daily routines, from your tasks, from the things you are involved in right now. You are invited to stop for a moment and to dive into the silence within you. You are invited to perceive the balance within you for a moment. The balance between that part you call masculine and that part you call feminine. You are invited to perceive them both. Some of you perceive an inner woman and an inner man, some of you perceive different colours, sounds or images. Some of you perceive just a vague feeling.

Who is the masculine part within you? Who is the one calling: Come and let us experience adventures, come and let us discover who we really are. Who is that part within you saying: I can. I don’t know how yet, I don’t know why yet, but I can. Who is that part saying: I protect you. No matter what, I protect you – even if this means fighting for you. Who is that part within you saying: I labour for you. I give my strength, my abilities and all my resources for you to go ahead. Let yourself perceive that part. Let yourself perceive what he is saying. How long has it been since someone listened to him? How long has that part been alone with the responsibility, alone within you?

Sometimes you were angry with him. Sometimes you felt that this part was pushing you and causing you to struggle. Sometimes you felt that this part was taking you nowhere. Every day he tried to improve - to handle his job better, to work harder and to defend you. Sometimes you felt how tired this part within you was. Sometimes you felt how this going around in circles affected your thoughts, your thoughts also going around in circles. Your everyday life kept going around in circles. Certain issues you faced kept going around in circles. You felt you weren’t getting anywhere. You felt you came back to the same spot each time.

Sometimes you felt lonely. Maybe you felt the loneliness of the masculine part within you. That part always trying to give his best. Always trying to be there for you. Always trying to support you by providing his answers, his ideas, his solutions.

Let yourself perceive the areas in your life that are in the hands of your masculine part. Let yourself perceive who takes care of your finances; let yourself perceive who makes the major decisions in your life; let yourself perceive who instructs your children; let yourself perceive who repairs your body. Let yourself perceive who directs you on your spiritual path. The masculine part of your soul takes care of all these things right now.

Maybe you would like to also perceive who takes care of the finances of all humans in this world. Let yourself perceive who makes the major decisions; let yourself perceive who instructs the children; let yourself perceive who repairs the bodies. Let yourself perceive who directs humans on their spiritual path. Let yourself perceive that the masculine part of the soul also takes care of all these things.

Today we come in with a very special energy. We bring the angels into this sacred space for you. They come in to enable a new balance, a rebalancing of energies. Up until now the balance meant: one part of you, one part of your soul was the focus of attention while another part kept out of the way. Up until now that was the balance of your soul, of your everyday life, of your body – even of your cells. Today we come in together with the angels in order to help you find a new balance.

We come in with those we call the “keepers of the feminine energy”. We come in with those carrying the feminine energy on this earth and in the other realms. We come in with those carrying the feminine energy within their own bodies. We come in with those who have hidden, sheltered and protected this energy. We come in with those who have woven their own stories so tightly to the feminine energy, who have shared her way. We come in with those who have walked the path of the feminine energy. And we come in with those who are still walking this path.

We also come in today with the energy of Mary, the energy of Isis and the energy of Mary Magdalene. Our voices have melted into one sound; our energy has evolved. We have arrived in the new energy. We are the representatives of the newly-born feminine energy. We are the sounds of the new, the colours and the love of the new energy. We come in at this important time to honour you for the path you have walked. We know that each one of you reading this now or at a later time has walked such a long distance. Each one of you perceiving us, feeling our love has spent years of searching, years of hard work, taking every step with great courage and passion.

You are the wanderers that have crossed the desert.

You are the travellers finally arriving after a long journey.

You are the children coming back home.

What have you been searching for? What are you still searching for? What does this place look like that you have yearned for? Can you perceive it? A place where you can be who you really are. A place beyond struggling and searching, a place beyond fear and loneliness. A place that holds love for you just as you are right now. A place where you can breathe. A place where all things flow. A place where all things happen with ease. A place where all that you need is provided. A place continually creating new life. A place of abundance; a place of peace. A place of deep inner joy.

This is the place of balance.

This is the moment for the feminine energy to take her place at the side of the masculine energy.

You cannot obtain it through effort, you cannot obtain it through trying to be a better person. You cannot obtain it through disciplining yourself and performing certain rituals. How many of you have a mental picture of a “good” day. You have a certain picture of how much time you should have for yourself. A certain picture of how you should interact with your fellow humans. Some of you even award yourself points. Plus and minus points. You award yourself points for behaving lovingly with other humans. You award yourself points for your food choices, for the things that go accordingly to your plans. And you constantly try to get it right. While you are at home, while you are at work, you try to get it right.

You cannot obtain it through pressure or force. Many of you put so much pressure, apply so much force upon yourself. You look at yourself in the mirror and compare yourself with an invisible non-existent image. You apply force to your eating habits. You apply force on your need for rest and spending time alone. You try to gain by force what doesn’t come naturally. You try to force wealth into your life by putting enormous pressure upon your whole being - your mind and your body. Some of you put so much pressure upon yourself that you have become a stranger to yourself. You put so much pressure upon yourself that you are no longer able to feel the needs of your body or your soul in this moment. If you stop you will suddenly notice a great emptiness, like a prairie after a storm.

You cannot obtain it through competition. You cannot obtain it by trying to be better than others. How many of you try to move forward and succeed by rivalry, by comparing yourself with others. And how many of you become tired and discouraged from viewing the whole world as being in competition with you. You pick up a book and think: I could do this better. I should have written this. Though many of you don’t dare to start something creative because you believe that others will be faster or better at it. How many of you bury your best ideas, your deepest wishes in the bottom drawer out of fear that someone might take them from you? How many of you abandon your own creation at the very moment it doesn’t meet your expectations? How many of you are embarrassed by your creations because they are different than the creations of others?

These are the shadows of the masculine energy.

These are the consequences of the imbalance within you.

You have tried to regain your balance using the ways of the masculine energy. To get more of what you already have. More of what is familiar to you. More of what hasn’t served you so far. More of what has been useless to you so far. You believe that you just have to be fast enough, determined enough, forceful enough – and then you are going to succeed. And you search for the very same solutions all the time - in different shapes and colours, with different names, in different packaging or in different humans.

The masculine energy within you can only recognize those solutions that are already familiar.

Like a lonely orphan with a fading memory of home - of the feeling of security and love. He only knows that it is all gone now. He feels the coldness, the loneliness. He feels the hunger, the longing. And he tries to get back home any way that he can. He tries to find his way through the sadness, but he only finds more sadness. He tries to find his way through searching, but he only finds more questions, more searching. He tries to find his way through fighting, but he only finds more fighting. He tries to find his way back through protecting himself, but he only finds more enemies and more distance.

And step by step, as the orphan walks on his path, he gets more desperate and bitter. He blames himself. He says: maybe my home doesn’t really love me. He says: maybe I made a terrible mistake making it impossible for me to ever get back home. He says: maybe I am not good enough. And he becomes distrustful and cynical from his experience. Sometimes the orphan watches other children who are happy, who lay sleeping in the arms of their parents, who play with their friends and laugh. And even while he wants to change places with these happy children, he also feels a deep loathing within watching this love. He just cannot understand how these children can be so carefree, living day to day without any worries, not realizing the suffering and the loneliness of life. And more than ever he feels isolated and separate from the world and from the other humans.

Let yourself perceive the part of you that created all of these experiences. A part of you feels like this orphan that lost its home. And today we want to remind you: we want to remind you of just before that orphan left its home. We want you to remember that moment that so many of you have forgotten. That moment when your home, the feminine energy of your soul, held you in her arms. Let yourself perceive how lovingly she looked at you. Let yourself perceive what she told you beyond any words:

“My little one, it is time. It is time for us to walk our separate paths. You cannot search for me, fight for me, steal me or guard me. You cannot find me anywhere outside of you or even within you. It will take a long, long time for you to realize that I am missing. Then there will be a long, long time where you will try to search for me, fight for me, steal me, or guard me. There will be a long, long time where you believe that you are not good enough, that you did something wrong. Remember that I am still here. Remember that I will always be here. Remember that I will return at the end of all times. Remember that I will return to you when the time is right. I will return to you, when the beginning and the end take each others hand, when your in breath meets your out breath.”

And with that final embrace, with those unspoken words, she let you go.

Let yourself perceive what parts of you feel touched. Stop for a moment and perceive what parts of you respond. Let yourself perceive how even parts of you that you haven’t felt for a long time step forward now. Let yourself feel how some parts of you awaken to new life.

We come in, we come in to you, not to provide you with new answers, not to bring you new information or methods - we come in to remind you of what is already yours. How could we give to you something that you already own? How could we give to you your awakening, your enlightenment, your love? How could we give to you your balance or your abundance? We can only remind you that you already own it. Some of you will still want to “work” on it - work through all the issues, work at becoming better, more enlightened, wiser. And you can do this. It is your choice. We come to those of you who are ready to say: I am through with searching. I am through with struggling. I’ve had enough of fear and competition. I am ready to receive what I have always owned.

For many humans that sounds too easy. Many will choose to continue searching, many will choose to continue fighting and walking the path of the orphan. But you who are able to hear us, you, who feel the love and the truth in our words – let yourself arrive. Let yourself return to your own centre in a new way.

Receive what is already yours.

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Now we would like to tell you another story of the feminine energy.

Mary Magdalene wants to talk about her story. Mary Magdalene, or Miriam, is closely connected to the story of the little orphan. She is closely connected to that human experience and that is why she comes in to share her story with you. She comes in now in a new way. Many of you know her energy, her presence from the past. Some of you know her from the times of Atlantis. Some of you know the temple she headed; some of you lived and worked in that temple. Some of you know her from back then and associate Miriam with the wisdom of sacred forms and sacred geometry.

Some of you know Miriam from the times of ancient Greece. Some of you felt her energy in the form of the Goddess Athena. Some of you felt her energy in the wisdom and ease of this Goddess. Miriam was not embodied as a human in those times but she came in through the form of this Goddess to share her knowledge with the humans. She influenced Greek culture so that extraordinary wisdom could grow and flow into the everyday life and consciousness of the humans.

(Note: the Greek Goddess Athena was said to be the Goddess of Wisdom and was the patroness of arts and sciences. According to the legend she breathed knowledge and wisdom into the humans at the request of her friend Prometheus.)

Many of you know the energy of Miriam from the times of Yeshua. Many of you met her and learned from her. Miriam carries deep knowledge of feminine alchemy. She carries deep knowledge about embracing the flow of human life – from the deepest depths to the highest heights. Many of you remember her fearlessness in meeting her own life. Many of you remember her saying, ”I don’t hope for change in my life. I don’t hope for wisdom or to reach enlightenment. I understand life. I fulfill life. I know that change, wisdom and enlightenment are mine.“

And these were not only words. Miriam lived her knowledge and clarity with every breath. She was a great teacher of her time…

Miriam speaks to us:

I allowed myself to sink down into the deepest darkness possible for humans. I allowed myself to experience how life retreated from my body and my reality. Similar to the low tide, I allowed my body and my reality to become unprotected and open. I allowed it to be that I would no longer care for my body, my life and myself.

I was born in the times of Yeshua. My family was a very rich family in the town of Bethlehem. We were a Jewish family and my parents were very devout and wanted to raise me according to their belief. They sent me to a boarding school reserved for the children of well-to-do families. I had always been very individual and had my own ideas about how my life should be. During these years in school I often spent time alone and had many memories return to me. Memories of who I had been before, memories of what I had chosen for that lifetime.

I left school as a young woman without telling my parents and travelled to Egypt all by myself. I felt deep within that my place was there and that something important was awaiting me. After my parents heard of my secret escape they organized a search. Because my family was so wealthy, they could afford the help of many merchants and traders to look for me in all of the different regions of the country. When I heard about this I had just arrived in the part of Egypt called the Isle of Philae. It was there that the first temple of Isis had been founded. I felt an inner certainty that I would find my calling there. So I talked to the priests and priestesses of Isis and requested admission. I knew that my parents’ search would not reach me there once I became a member of the temple.

After some exams and exercises that I had to perform I became admitted to the temple. The temple had two different parts. The outer part was where healings took place, where lectures were held and lessons were taught. That part was open to visitors also. However I was accepted to the inner part of the temple. There are many legends and myths about this inner part of the Temple of Isis - and they are all untrue.

The things that were taught and explored in the inner part of the Temple of Isis were carefully protected and held secret. Up until now none of the researchers studying Isis have realized the true nature of our explorations and the kind of energy we really brought to the earth. The time was not right. The school of Isis prepared those energies that are coming in today. Today the awakened feminine energy may come in so easily because many, many humans worked on it covertly. Some of you are here today. Some of you feel the connection to Egypt, the connection to the energy of Isis.

And so I completed my instruction at the Temple of Isis. I learned a lot about the feminine energy and about human life. At the same time that Yeshua began to take his work out into the world, I was on my way to bring him the wisdom of the feminine energy.

In those times almost no human held an inner balance. And so I shared my balance with Yeshua. My greatest gift to Yeshua was to let myself fall into the depths of the feminine energy. I was aware that doing so was an important part of my work. To sink down into the depths without fear.

And so on the way from Egypt to Israel I allowed myself all of the human experiences needed to truly know the depths – the darkness of the feminine energy. I was very brave and very strong. And I allowed myself to sink into the depths with all of the awareness and all of the consciousness I had. And I experienced the night of the feminine energy. I experienced violence, I experienced abuse, I experienced losing all that I had. But I didn’t experience it as a victim, like other humans saw it. I didn’t experience it with the veil of fear and drama through which other humans watched me. I went through it as an experience. I was the observer of that experience. I was standing up straight and smiling; I was untouched by everything I had experienced.

I became an example; I became a beacon of light for all those who had experienced that depth in their own life and who are still experiencing it. I became an example for those walking fearlessly through their experiences. I became an example for Yeshua. The written records are not true. Yeshua met me and saw the state of my body and my life. And Yeshua looked at me and felt deep pain about it. And in that moment I opened my eyes and smiled at him.

“Why are you crying?” I asked him.

“Because you are in so much pain and had to experience so much suffering” he answered.

“I am not in pain. Take a closer look”, I said. And through the layer of my experience, through the layer of my body Yeshua saw my soul, my clarity and wisdom. And he realized that no experience – however deep it may be – can ever touch the soul of a human. He realized that inside of every sick body, inside of every painful story a wise soul is hidden, creating the experience. He realized that he could touch this wise soul inside of every human and could allow her to step forward.

I helped him to understand the true meaning of healing. And so Yeshua experienced through my example how the clarity of the soul can return, how anything else has to leave when the soul takes her place again. Yeshua learned that alchemy through me. It was not Yeshua that healed me; it was my soul returning. It was my receiving what I already owned that healed me.

Yeshua was not a healer, nor did he perform any miracles. He allowed the return of the human’s truth. He told the lame: “You can walk, you have just forgotten.” He told the sick: “You are healthy, you have just forgotten.” And he allowed this deeper truth inside of every human to step forward.

And how fitting it is to share this insight, this part of my story with you today. How fitting to share this insight with you who are ready to allow a greater truth within you to return. How fitting to share with you that neither misery nor suffering nor fighting can bring to you what you already own. How fitting to share with you that you had just forgotten what has always been there.

Sophia has always been there too. The wisdom of the newly awakened feminine energy has always been there. But now at this time you may remember. Now at this time you may reconnect with her. Now at this time you may allow her to return to you. You may now receive what is already yours.

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And so we continue with the energy of our gathering today; we continue with the shared step of today that happens on so many different levels. It happens while you are reading, while you are listening. It happens within you. Many of you still ask for the “solution”, for the “answer” to your questions. And we won’t give it to you. Your questions come from forgetfulness. Your problems come from forgetfulness and also your searching comes from forgetfulness. We assist your awakening. We assist your remembrance. We assist the coming in of Sophia. We assist the coming in of the new energy we call the energy of remembrance.

We accompany each and every one of you on your way to remembering and becoming conscious again. Many of you miss the drama or heaviness that is lacking in our teachings. But the wisdom of the feminine energy is joy, expression and ease. Only a short time ago we talked about these three qualities to a group of humans and we invited them to remember these qualities and to take possession of them again. We invite all of you to listen to these recordings and to receive these qualities back in your life again.
(Note: the New Birth Workshop in Wiesbaden from March 30th to April 1st 2007. The recordings of the channels from the workshop will be available for non-attendants shortly.)

We chose to come in here, in to this special area in the centre of Europe. Lea has often wondered why her path led her to a region she had never known of before. We guided her. We guided her to the middle of this region that forgot like no other region the wisdom of the feminine energy - and that today decided like no other region to remember again.

Mary, Isis and Miriam accompany this area on the path of awakening. We have just begun. So much is in the stage of preparation, of emergence. In this part of the world you will experience a blossoming of the feminine energy like nowhere else. Europe will lead this development. Newly balanced ideas and concepts will evolve and become visible in Europe and then for the entire world to see.

You are part of this awakening. You are part of this development and we honour you for choosing to receive that part of you again. To feel that part of you again. In the months that follow we are going to work with each of you to recognize the parts of you that we called “orphans”. We are going to support you in remembering and perceiving where the feminine energy resides within you.

The masculine energy has been lonesome for long enough; the masculine energy has fought hard for long enough and has given all that he has to give. Now it is time for the feminine energy to take her place again. It is time for her to take her place again within you, within Europe and the world.

We love you and hold you and accompany you on your way.

And so we begin together…

Translated into English by Joya Marschnig This e-mail address is being protected from spambots. You need JavaScript enabled to view it

Edited by Eva Smarda Carney
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