| 4 - The Balance of Your Soul |
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| The Sophia Series - Year 1 |
| Friday, 15. June 2007 |
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And so we begin together… …on this day as we gather the energies of Mary, Isis and Mary Magdalene. And together we gather the energy of the feminine aspect of your soul. We let all of these energies pour into our shared space. The feminine energies from beyond the veil and the feminine energies from this side of the veil may gather together within this space. They may dance together in this Now moment. We don’t have to protect this space, we don’t have to control it – we set this space free; this space that connects both of our worlds: the visible manifest world and the invisible intangible world. They may merge within this space. You are invited to enter this gentle space today. You don’t have to be afraid – nothing will be taken from you. You are invited to enter this space to spend some time with the Feminine Energies. You may enter here with everything that you are occupied with right now; with everything that is concerning you at the moment. We will not judge you. You are welcome just the way you are. Within this space a wonderful Yes is waiting for you; a Yes that invites you to breathe and to become still. A Yes that reminds you: You are perfect just the way you are in this moment. Maybe you don’t fulfill all of your expectations; maybe you would like to be different than you are today. You are invited to be here just the way you are in this moment. Many of you aren’t really aware of your natural beauty. We’re not referring to only your physical beauty – but your energetic beauty, the beauty of your soul. Beauty means nothing other than balance; a balance of energies. It means a balance between within and without, a balance between up and down, left and right. And your soul has such balance, such beauty. You see: your soul has such pure beauty within that it is impossible to describe it in words. This beauty is so unique, so distinctive, a brilliant jewel – but you see: there isn’t a suitable example for this kind of rare beauty. This beauty of your soul has an amazing quality: it doesn’t require any effort or any force. This beauty, this balance is created by itself. There is no struggle necessary in order to create this beauty – it is created by itself. The true nature of your soul expresses itself through this beauty. Today we would like to speak to you about this beauty, about this balance of your soul. Some of you have already felt it; some of you have already realized that this beauty is very much related to “Sacred Geometry”. Together today we are going to gain a greater understanding of the balance of your soul. Some of you are wondering: Why is this balance of my soul so important? What does this have to do with my life right now? Ah. You see: during all of your lives here on earth and also all of your lives before the earth even existed, all of your experience, all your actions were focused on one thing - to regain your balance. There was and still is a deep longing within each human being to be able to experience this pure balance again. For this reason battles were waged by certain groups that thought they had less energy than others. In order to regain this balance they tried to take energy away from others. The search for this balance is the purpose behind most of the relationships that you know and experience today. A partner is sought to balance oneself, to make oneself complete. You see: the search for this balance touches humanity more than ever before as it has now become more desperate. The tension and wars you observe both within individual human beings and on earth indicate the desperate search for this balance; the balance between masculine and feminine energies, between rich and poor, between work and play. And so the purpose behind each political plan, behind the wars that were fought and behind most relationships that were formed was to regain the balance from the outside. The belief that the balance had been lost and now had to be found was the motive for almost all actions. We invite you to locate this belief within yourself. We invite you to perceive in which places within yourself you believe that you have lost your balance. Perhaps you believe that your body is not in balance. Maybe you believe that there is something within your body that doesn’t belong? Maybe you believe that some organs don’t work as well as they should. Maybe you’re often tired and so you search for the reason of this imbalance within your body. Maybe you believe you lack certain minerals. Or perhaps you only feel a slight mistrust towards your body; you have the vague feeling that everything is not as it should be. Give yourself a moment to feel this; to feel what causes this seeming imbalance. Let yourself sense how you feel when you choose your foods and take your vitamins pills. At the moment others feel a great imbalance in their finances. It seems to be a common issue. We observe many of you thinking about it all day long. Maybe you just suspect that your finances are imbalanced or maybe you are thoroughly convinced about it. You haven’t the amount of money that you would like to have. You can’t afford the things that you want. You feel that there is never enough for everything that you need. Some of you try ignoring this seeming imbalance. You say that you are satisfied. You say that money is not really that important while others continually worry about it. They calculate and recalculate their income and expenses from morning to night. Then there are some of you who immediately think of your job when we mention the subject of “imbalance”. Some of you feel that your job doesn’t suit your needs. Maybe you aren’t able to express yourself the way you want. Maybe you aren’t working in an area that you really enjoy. Some of you feel that your job doesn’t surround you with the kind of energy or provide you with the kind of abundance that you would like to experience in your life. Some of you feel overworked and stressed by your job while others feel bored and stuck. And maybe you perceive deep, deep within: there is an imbalance in my job or between me and my job; an imbalance that I would like to correct. These examples may resonate with you - or then again may not. You are invited to identify where you are imbalanced within your life. You are invited to feel where this imbalance is located. We gather here within this space today not only to discover that this imbalance doesn’t exist - but to experience that this imbalance never existed. And we would like to support you to feel and perceive this. Our words are not that important. Words come and go. But the words let our energy enter; the words allow our energy to flow. And so we bring the balance of your soul into this space today. We invite it to be totally present and perceptible for you today. You see: for a long time this balance of your soul wasn’t tangible for you. And because it wasn’t tangible you believed that it had been lost. And so you’ve searched and searched and struggled and struggled and many of you still do. Within your body there are hundreds of muscles working to keep you in balance; within your mind there are millions of thoughts working to keep you in balance. So many of your actions are focused on trying to keep you in balance. So many of the decisions that you make each day only aim to bring you into balance. Beginning with the choice of your partner, your home, down to your choice of clothes, your leisure activities and your food – everything aims to keep you in balance. So much effort, so much energy is spent each day just trying to keep you in balance. You allow yourself to speak to other human beings but are careful that you don’t talk too much or you might be annoying. You allow yourself some time for yourself but don’t spend too much time alone or you might become an outsider. You allow yourself to watch your favorite movies but not much more because you might lose your balance and end up alone and unemployed in front of the TV. You allow yourself to be yourself, but not completely or other human beings might laugh at you or reject you. You allow yourself to give your children freedom but not too much or they might not fit in with society anymore. Every single decision that you make is aimed at either becoming balanced or keeping balanced. And we would like to ask this group, those who are participating in this energy today or who come along at a later point in time: what does this balance look like, this balance that you are striving for? We would like to know what this balance looks like, feels like to you. What would a human being who is in balance look like? This human being – according to your idea – would be cheerful and easygoing, would have a just the right amount of money, not too much or too little. This human being would have a healthy and beautiful body that doesn’t cause them any concern whatsoever. This human being would live in a continuous state of harmony. Their relationship with their family would be relaxed and joyful. The work that this human being does would be aligned with their inner being and offer them the exact energy – within and without – that they desire. Are you able to feel that everything tightens more and more? A human being who is in balance would be– according to your idea – a person who spends 100% of their energy on being balanced. But what kind of balance is this? What idea, what concept of balance is this? It is the human concept of balance. The human concept of balance is what you are longing for. The human concept of balance that hasn’t acknowledged that you have a soul that wants to create experiences. You are striving for a perfect life, to be a perfect human. And so we come together today in order to bring you closer to understanding the balance of your soul; your true self, your authentic self. What is the difference between the human concept of balance and the balance of your soul? You see: the balance of your soul carries a much deeper and more profound truth within. The balance of your soul simply is, it exists within each moment. The balance of your soul is still and calm while it is also in motion, continually transforming. The balance of your soul doesn’t have to be acquired with effort and pain and you can never lose it. The balance of your soul is a part of you, an expression of your soul. You can tell these two kinds of balance apart by noticing that the human concept of balance always limits you while the balance of your soul always allows you to expand. The human concept of balance always offers you a specific ideal that you have to strive for – the balance of your soul, your soul center always offers you a loving Yes. Therefore we invite you to breathe consciously. The conscious breath brings you to a point where your body and your soul may touch one another. The conscious breath helps you to focus on the profound center of your soul and let go of the human concept of balance, your human ideal. For this human concept of balance has limited you - it gave you a linear path and rigid structure for your life. It is time to focus on your soul center. We have invited the balance of your soul to enter here and be experienced today. If you feel touched, if something feels very, very familiar – then it is your soul centre. Allow yourself a moment to feel it. *** Your soul center carries within everything that you have ever experienced and everything that you will ever experience. The balance of your soul is the center of your being. This center is a place of stillness – which is why many of your religions guided you on the path into stillness - and also a place of motion. This center is lying deep within you and is also all around you. You meet it when you let yourself sink deeply within yourself and you meet it in all that surrounds you. Your soul center communicates with you. It communicates with you through each plant, each human being and everything that you experience. It is this soul center that you call love. You can’t adequately explain or describe with words what love is but your soul center comes closest to the feeling of love. And it is fitting that this love that lives deep within you also meets you in everything on the outside, in everything that you experience. Therefore it is your own love that you experience. You experience it deep within, in the stillness – and you can find it in everything that surrounds you, that you see, that touches you. The deep feeling that many of you describe as “coming home” - this deep feeling of acceptance, this deep feeling of safety, of being held that goes along with it is another moment when you meet your soul center. This “coming home” you can experience within you - or you can meet it on the outside. Your soul center is not energy. Your soul center is a part of your soul. Many researchers and spiritual seekers have tried to unravel the mystery of the soul center. They found patterns, structures, harmonies of incredible beauty and they wondered: where do these harmonies come from? What causes them? And they studied it and contemplated it and discovered the most magnificent structures. What kind of energy causes a seashell to be formed as a magnificent spiral? What kind of energy causes a water crystal to be formed in such a harmonious way? What kind of energy looks after the delicate balance of nature on our planet, and even the balance of our earth itself? What you’ve encountered here are all of the energies that were touched by your soul center – they all carry this balance of your soul within them. Everything that you create carries the balance of your soul within. It is like an energetic fingerprint, a specific vibration that this energy will carry within forever. It is like a picture that was painted by an artist and then carries the energy of his soul center forever. We invite you to not go into your mind, but to stay with your feelings. Your mind may not be able to understand this, but your feelings can sense it. Each expression of energy that is created by you carries your name. That is what makes each creation so unique and special. Therefore no two beings can ever write the same book or paint the same picture. Each word that you write, each stroke of color that you brush onto the canvas carries your energetic fingerprint. Each expression of energy that you create, that you play with carries your name, your melody, your unique balance within. And each expression of energy that you create seeks to evolve together with you. As soon as you take an inner step your whole life wants to evolve with you, wants to catch up with you. Many of you have noticed how exhausted you are when you return home after a course or a seminar. You have changed, expanded and now all your life energies want to expand as well. All the energies within your life want to be where you are now. We observe that some of you become rather anxious after you experience something new as you believe that you are now faced with the impossible task of bringing this New into your reality, into your lives! And at first you are full of enthusiasm as you implement your new insight. But the harder you try, the more the new insight slips through your fingers. So in the end you give up and wait for the next seminar, frustrated. We invite you to feel: it is not your task to implement anything. All your energies continue expanding without you having to do anything. Every time you take an inner step all the energies that you have created continue expanding. Let’s take for example: Ingrid. Ingrid has registered for a seminar – we use a seminar for example because it seems to be the current means for human beings to gather in order to learn and evolve. So Ingrid goes to the seminar and meets all the other participants. During the course of the seminar Ingrid discovers a lot. She realizes that she has never truly allowed herself to live in abundance. She also discovers that she spends the largest part of her life caring for others but not herself. Her first reaction to these insights is deep joy. Immediately she feels a deep Yes within herself; a Yes to more abundance, a Yes to taking more time for herself. But as she looks deeper at her life she becomes frightened. She doesn’t know how to implement these new insights. How will she explain to her partner that she wants to take more time for herself? How will she bring more abundance into her life? Ingrid gets trapped in her thoughts and on her way home feels quite burdened by these new insights that she had gained. By the time she arrives home, Ingrid feels more agitated than refreshed. She gets annoyed at her partner who doesn’t want to spend time with her right now and finds a big bill on the kitchen table. At this point Ingrid is already quite disappointed and doubts her new insights. She believes that she has done something wrong but isn’t exactly sure what. What Ingrid hasn’t realized is that all the energies that make up her routines and her daily life carry their own balance within. All the energies - her partner, her job, her finances, her home, her friends - have noted that Ingrid took an inner step. She has realized something. And all the energies have already started to change and to evolve. But when Ingrid began to battle with herself and doubt herself the whole process came to a standstill. And so we tell you today: it is not your task to implement anything. You can have your experiences and notice how your life then follows your development. Your job, your relationships, and yes - even your body wants to follow your development and move into alignment. And if you allow yourself to feel this, all the energies can serve you, all the energies can evolve together with you. Your inner balance lies within your soul and expresses itself in everything that you create. Your truth expresses itself in everything that you do and everything that you experience. You don’t have to seek your truth or strive to live it – because that’s what you are doing already. All the energies in your life express your truth. All the energies in your life desire to be part of your truth. We invite you now in this special space today to perceive the balance of your soul; your soul center that wants to express itself so dearly. Some of you were so busy creating an artificial balance that you didn’t notice that deep within you – and everywhere around you – a wonderful, magnificent balance already exists. You didn’t notice that this balance is a part of yourself. You didn’t notice that you don’t have to struggle to hold onto it for you can never lose it. We invite you to take a soft breath and to perceive your soul center. *** And now it is time to speak a few words about the channel that we bring to you today. This energy carries our fingerprint. This energy carries our deep soul centre within it and evolves together with us. Until now we have entered here as single entities. We entered here as Mary; Mary who carries the energy of security and protection within. Mary who knows how gently and gracefully the new can enter this world. Mary who allowed Yeshua to enter this world, who cradled and carried him. Mary is a part of us. Isis is a part of us; Isis is an expression of our energy. Isis who has taken her place - who has taken possession of her throne, her wealth, her wisdom. Isis has become a part of the feminine dignity and freedom. She is part of this channel and part of this growth. And a part of us is Mary Magdalene who accompanies our path with her mastery and lightness. You see: the true master handles all matters in an easy and playful way. That is what Mary Magdalene brings to us, this ease and lightness. An ease that allowed her to gain even the deepest experiences, lightness that has enabled her to pass on her wisdom in such a loving way. Today we bring you the fourth channeling. For the fourth time we bring this energy onto your earth in order to share it with you. Today brings a Special Moment. In this moment our energies are merging into a new one. Mary, Isis and Mary Magdalene merge into the New Energy, into Sophia. *** I invite you to perceive me. I, Sophia, will speak to you from now on. I share my love with you. I, Sophia, am the beginning of the new Feminine Energy on this earth. I carry the depth of Mary, the dignity of Isis and the lightness of Mary Magdalene within. I enter here today in order to welcome you – each one of you; in order to embrace you, in order to share my love with you. What a warm welcome you are giving me. What warmth flows from you to me. My energy finds a new rhythm. It finds a new form. My energy seeks to evolve together with me. My energy merges and develops a new tone, a new color. There is nothing that I have to do; there is no effort required from me. It happens all by itself. Let yourself feel it, my energy has already caught up with me, has already found a unique new rhythm, a unique new sound. This is the era of the New Beginning, the era when the extremes merge and something New may arise. This is the time for you to feel: within you something New wants to arise also; within you many different aspects want to become one with you again. And all the energies of your life, your body and your relationships will follow you as they always have. I invite you to become acquainted with your soul center during the next month. Today you have made contact and we will accompany you there further on your path. I invite you to feel the truth within your soul center. Perhaps some of you will notice that you don’t have to struggle nearly as much in your life anymore. Maybe some of you will notice that you are able to let go of the human concept of balance once and for all. You see: your soul center is so much deeper, so much more authentic. Your soul center wants to encourage you to open up and get to know your true self. And some of you have already noticed: without your inner YES you wouldn’t have been able to meet your soul center at all. You had to pause for a moment in order to come closer to yourself again and to experience: there is a deep balance within my soul; a balance so still and yet so alive. This balance exists beyond energy although every energy is shaped and touched by it. You see: when you came down to earth you simultaneously sank into yourself and expanded outward. And therefore you are able to find yourself when you look within and when you look outward too. Each leads to yourself; your inner and outer self. I am amazed with your natural beauty, with this exquisite balance within you; with the wisdom and clarity that you own. You are such a precious gift. And so we come to the close of our gathering for today. We invite you to keep breathing and feeling these energies. We invite you to perceive how much has moved in such a short span of time. My love is with you…
Translated into English by Silvia Striebeck Edited by Eva Smarda Carney
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