eelea | 10 - The Bridge of Trust Part II

10 - The Bridge of Trust Part II

Sunday, 23. December 2007

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And so we begin...

And so we begin with the second part of our gathering, the second part of the meeting between you and your soul.

And so I, Sophia, enter this space here now, where I have invited you – you and your soul. This space in which we talked about the adventure of being a human, the adventure of human kind. Where we talked about how it appeared sometimes as if your soul was something that you should be afraid of.

Today we also meet with the New Children that are part of this space we share as well. This space is here so that we can come closer to our soul, so that you can come closer to yourself.

Duality ends where you meet your own soul again. It's not about knowing, or doing or achieving something. It's about trusting. It's about the trust that allows your soul to come closer, the trust that allows the door to open, that door between you and your soul that was closed for such a long time. It's about understanding that your body is part of your soul as well. A part of your soul that sank so deep in the physical world, in the world of matter, that it became a body. It became matter.

It is a great joy for me to accompany you and to support you as you come to understand your body in a new way, understand what your body really is. For, as you know well, you sometimes think of your body the way you think of your soul, that is: as if it were something strange, something that doesn't belong to you. Some of you may even look at the body as an annoyance - you feel as if it were a burden. As if it were something you inherited, something that was laid upon you.

I invite you to feel: inside you there is a greater truth. A deeper truth, just waiting for you to discover it. The truth is that your body is part of your soul. The truth is that your body longs to come closer to you. The truth is that the door between you and your body has been longing to open too.

That is why I invite you to the body workshop we planned for 2008. This will be the time for me, Sophia, to share this deeper truth with you. To allow that door to open again, for it's been closed for such a long time. To allow the duality within the body to come to an end.

And so we continue with our gathering here today. I have prepared something special for today, a special energy I would like to share with you. I could say: It is the Christmas present I have for you, it is my invitation, a present from me to you. You don't have to accept it. You don't have to receive it. It is an offer. You can consider it , you can receive it and see how you feel about it.

I would like to invite you to go into your breath, together with me, Sophia. I invite you to make yourself comfortable, to lean back and feel your breath, sink deep into your breathing. You see: Your breath is what flows between you and your soul, right through that closed door. Your breath is what connects you with everything that was separated from you during duality. I would like to accompany you into your breath. And when you are there, in your breathing, we will listen to some music. Yes, we will experience some music. For there comes a moment, when words end. A point at which words cannot express what we really want to say. That's what music is for. Music is a bridge too, a bridge between our soul and our human self. Music can tell us things words could never describe.

So you may listen to my words and then you may perceive the music and what the music wants to tell you.

And so we begin.

You are invited to lean back and make yourself comfortable, to become soft and to dive deeper into your body. For a moment I invite you to perceive, how this part of you that loves you so much that it became a human body, is there for you now, to hold you and carry you. And if you like, allow yourself to sink right into the belly of your body. Let your body hold you. Let your body carry you. Let yourself perceive how good it feels, to have your body here. How good it feels to let your body hold you.

You might want to perceive your body's love and how it simply holds you and patiently carries you, while you are having your experiences. If you like, allow yourself to settle down into yourself, to sink deeper into yourself. Deeper into the innermost of part you, into your belly, into your center. Let yourself sink into you, and into this feeling you have of yourself. Let yourself sink so deep, until you find that door, behind which your soul is waiting. Let yourself arrive at where your door is. Your door that was there to protect you and that, at the same time, separated you from a part of yourself.

For a moment I invite you to perceive this door. Without judging it, just perceive that it's there. Perceive that it has protected you and that it has separated you. Perceive how strong this door, this wall is in your life. Perceive that it is there for you right now, fulfilling the task you gave it. This door does nothing but fulfill the task you gave it.

For a moment just allow yourself to perceive, simply to feel.

And if you like, allow yourself to perceive your soul behind the door, allow yourself to feel that it's there. Let yourself feel: Your soul is behind that door. And even now, something is connecting you, there is a bond. Even now, there is a bond of love between you and your soul, you are connected. This bond allows a flow. No matter how thick the wall is, no matter how big the door, or how old and impenetrable this separation may seem to you: you are connected with your soul.

And you may want to feel: it is your breath that connects you with your soul. Your breath flows from you to your soul and from your soul back to you. From you to your soul and from your soul to you, your breath flows and connects you with your soul. Your breath allows things to flow from you to your soul and it allows things to flow from your soul to you.

Your breath flows in both directions. Perhaps you've noticed that already. Not only from you to your soul, but also from your soul to you. A soft, gentle flow. Your breath flows so naturally. From you to your soul and from your soul back to you.

For your breath, separation does not exist. Your breath is always connected with everything you are. You may want to feel for a moment, how this breath flows through you. Feel how this breath is connecting you with your soul in every single moment.

Let yourself perceive that.

Let yourself feel it.

Perceive your breath, perceive how it flows, and flows and flows. Your breath knows no separation. It knows no doubts and no fear. Your breath is your trust, it's your connection. Your breath is the love that carries you. Your breath is the bond that connects you with your soul, it is the communication, the exchange, the love that flows between you and your soul.

You may want to pay attention to what your soul is sending you. Breath by breath, it is sending you it’s love. Breath by breath, it is sending you it’s trust. Breath by breath, it is inviting you. It is inviting you to receive what it's been longing to give to you. To receive, and receive and receive.

(guitar music)

Let yourself breathe softly and receive what your soul would like to give you. With every breath you take. In every breath you take there is a Christmas gift for you. With every breath you take, your soul is letting you know that behind that closed door it is waiting for you: Your soul and nothing but your own soul. Your own love is waiting for you. Your own love is waiting for you! Everything you ever wanted is flowing to you with every breath you take, saying: We are here already. Your soul is already here, it's been here for a long time. Your health is already here, your security is already here, your coziness is already here, your joy is already here. Your intuition is already here. Your connection with your soul is already here. It's all been here for you for a long time. Everything you ever wanted: It is already there, waiting for you.

You may want to perceive that. You may want to receive it. You may even want to breathe it in. For your breath would love to flow deep down into your belly and bring you everything, tell you everything, show you everything. Your breath comes from your soul. So gently, so lovingly. Can you receive it? And can you feel how each breath you take dissolves that wall, the wall that separated you from your soul? Can you feel how doors open, allowing you to come closer to yourself?

This is the meaning of Christmas. This is what I would like to share with you. Again and again and again. Becoming one with yourself.

(guitar music)

Allow yourself to listen to what your soul has been longing to tell you. Let yourself perceive how close it got: Closer than ever. Let yourself feel your trust: The trust that builds the bridge between you and you. The bridge of New Energy. The bridge of a New Era. And also the bridge for the New Children, the ones that are already here and the ones yet to come. The bridge of trust.

The bridge of trust is so connected with your breath, it is so connected with that deep, deep trust in yourself.

And it is the bridge of trust we wanted to remember today. You allowed yourself to feel it inside you. And I invite you to perceive, to feel: There is a bridge connecting me. There is a way out of duality, a bridge across duality. A bridge across the separation. A bridge connecting my conscious self with my soul.

The bridge of trust. It is there for you and it always will be. And whenever you begin to doubt -doubt yourself, your life, your body, whatever it is- let yourself perceive: You can choose to cross the bridge of trust and find yourself again, meet your soul again.

No matter how deep the separation, how deep the abyss, how deep the mistrust seems, there is a bridge of trust for you, and it glitters and shines. And maybe it reminds you a little of Christmas.

The bridge of trust belongs to you. And you are invited to remember it and cross it whenever you choose to.

This is the Christmas present that I, Sophia, would like to share with you in this space here, this space that couldn't be more perfect. We would like to thank all of you for sharing this space with us. We would also like to thank all those who help carry and hold this space. All those who take care of this space and who keep crossing the bridge of trust, again and again in order to take the next step, in order to have me, Sophia, speak to you here, in order to have music playing in this room.

We thank you for being here.

And so we begin together...