eelea | 1 - The Invitation

1 - The Invitation

Thursday, 13. March 2008

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And so we begin...

And so I, Sophia, enter this space with all of you in this present moment.

Today we come in here to meet in a new way. Even if many of you, many souls gather now in this space, we are meeting each other in a very personal way. I am meeting with you one on one, as though I am alone with you in this room. Just as if you were the only guest, the only visitor, the only one who has been invited.

Let me feel the fullness of all of you for an instant: Today you are the very special guest who enters this room in this present moment, this space which we share together. It’s not me who makes you someone special, or this environment, or this day. It’s not what you are accomplishing within your lifetime, or what you have experienced already. None of these things mentioned make you special. You are special already. You are so very special.

Perhaps you can allow yourself to feel how very special you really are. There is nobody else that feels the way you do. There is nobody else that laughs the way you do. There is nobody else that thinks about the world in the way you do. Nobody has the same history, the same body, the same thoughts, the same experiences that you do. It’s only you – this very special human being, this very special soul, this delicate marvel composed of all the single parts. You are like a wonderful blossoming flower.

And so I , Sophia, come in here today, to talk to you personally and on your own about something which I like to call wisdom.

You see: At our last gathering we talked about the fact that the mind is no longer an appropriate tool to lead you through your life, to control your life or to create it. The mind is more and more becoming an inappropriate tool for you. We could say that the mind is somewhat antiquated.

And I, Sophia, would like to invite you today to discover something within you that goes way beyond the mind. Something that is to be found beyond your mind and that exceeds your mind by far. However before we start talking about it, before I, Sophia, start to tell you my story, I want to extend my invitation to you to sense the wisdom within you. Maybe you might like to feel the wisdom deep within you, to perceive its presence.

Wisdom is not as noisy and harsh as the mind is. Wisdom is quiet, pleasant and accessible. It is a kind of love. It is a kind of expression of your soul, of your true essence.

You are invited to feel, to perceive: Yes, I own this wisdom. This wisdom is a very part of me.

It flows in your breath. It is this gentle warmth within your belly. It is like a reassuring smile. It’s a smile which touches you and instantly your life. It is a smile full of knowledge,
full of depth, full of experience and finally full of wisdom.

You see: As soon as you start to ease the grip of your mind– there are many people that hang onto it so strongly- and even when they try to release their mind, they do it by using their mind. They go in circles within their mind like a huge merry-go-around. They do not find an exit, a solution. Their mind lures them back again and again into new fears, into a new drama, into a new game. A new game of hide-and-seek with yourself.

Wisdom can only start when you are prepared to let yourself sink into your belly. Wisdom can only start when you are prepared to become gentle and when you are prepared to surrender. Wisdom only begins when you let go and trust in your own soul. It’s a kind of innocent childlike faith in your own soul.

Last weekend we accompanied nine attendees of one of our workshops while they allowed themselves slowly and gently to sink into this confidence. Step by step letting go of the grip of the mind and sinking into something so much bigger than they thought they were. Each one of them will tell you that it isn’t always easy to trust your own soul. Each one of these attendees have experienced how many parts speak up and start to struggle, to resist and to invent stories to argue that it’s impossible to sink into your soul. It’s not always easy. It’s not the common path. But it is the path that I, Sophia, invite you to walk with me.

I invite you to be brave as never before and to regain trust in your soul. I invite you to be gentle as never before, to be honest and accepting as never before and meet your own soul, your own source.

I, Sophia, come in here by way of the monthly messages to remind some people who are in the midst of their lifetimes on earth today, what I have offered them, what I have promised them. My promise is and was to come in here, onto this earth to be with all of you, in this time of opportunity and change, this time of large storms and much movement, where there are many insecurities and fears. I am here to be with you, to breathe with you, to walk with you, to accompany you on your way to yourselves. I have promised to open a pathway, a simple and gentle path, a way for the ones who are prepared to receive so much love for themselves and who are prepared to choose this easy path for themselves. It is the path of the feminine energy, the path of receiving and the path of wisdom.

I am not here to play games, to write many pointless books or to speak many words. I come in here to fulfill my promise and to open this path along which you will be able to become one with your soul in the most simple and elegant manner.This is my way. The way of Sophia is the way of affectionate wisdom, a deep and loving wisdom. Here and now you are invited. It is an invitation only.

Many of you have remembered my promise and many of you come to see if this is really the way which assists you, if this is really the way which may support you. Today you are invited to decide for yourself. I would never claim that my way is the right one. I can only tell you that it is my way, my personal and individual offer to you. It is the way of wisdom. It is the way of Sophia. Some of you will accept my assistance and support. And those of you will feel: It is no longer about following someone else. It is not about following Sophia. It is no longer about finding the way to me, Sophia, but it is about, as you know already, discovering this home within yourself. Again and again I am leading you to your own wisdom, to your own confidence, onto your own path.

This is my special invitation to you, my promise to you that I am here to fulfill. It is a promise originating in my love, in my passion, in my endless love for myself and for the wonderful human being that you are. Therefore I am only talking to you one on one today, because it is only about you.

Many people are not yet prepared for this fast and direct way to themselves. Many human beings are not yet prepared to meet themselves. They still need the feeling of following someone else and the feeling of being part of a big group. They want the sense of belonging somewhere. They still like to give away part of this responsibility. And that is okay. This is wonderful. It is just right for them.

My invitation is offered to those of you who are ready to walk on their own, those of you who are prepared to walk into silence, to have so much confidence in themselves that they will be able to find their soul again, embrace it and encounter themselves. All that has been separate wants to merge, wants to find togetherness and to become one.

And I, Sophia, invite those of you who are ready to walk this new path: Feel deep inside you the awakening of your own wisdom. You will notice that your mind will not understand. Your mind wonders: “What is she talking about? What is she telling me? I know this already.”

Some of you will probably feel a great fear, a kind of unwillingness. Maybe you will want to take refuge, will want to run away. And that is okay. You are allowed to leave at anytime. You are allowed to feel at anytime: No, this is not my way. There is too much love. There is too much clarity and stillness. I cannot take it any longer. It is part of this love to allow yourself to leave whenever you feel like leaving.

I, Sophia, knew from the very beginning: I do not lead a crowd of people onto this path because the majority of the human beings are not ready to find themselves. The majority of people are still looking for themselves. They are still looking for themselves, looking for the solution. They are seeking and seeking. Only a few are ready to truly find, to truly receive. Very few have arrived at the end of their games. The whole of mankind has been taught to play hide-and-seek with their souls and they have become so clever and proficient at it.

And I, Sophia, invite the ones of you who recognize: I have arrived at the end of this hide-and-seek game. I feel this stillness deep inside of me and I am truly ready to move on.

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Today is a special moment for me, Sophia. Because it is today that I reveal why I am here for the very first time. I reveal my invitation to each of you. I invite you to sense and to perceive how sincere and loving this invitation is. But it is not a game. It is not a probably. It is not a little. It is an either/or, an all or nothing. It is the invitation to get closer to yourself and to become one. It is the invitation to become the centre of your life, to become the centre of your world and all of your experiences. It is the invitation to become the one that you truly are. It is the invitation to be the essence inside you, the diamond of clarity and truth. The invitation is to no longer play hide-and-seek with yourself. The invitation to no longer pretend to be little, to no longer pretend to be imprisoned, to no longer pretend to have ceaseless problems. It is the invitation to honestly arrive in your truth and to feel, to breathe and to take your true place once again.

This is my invitation to each one of you.

And I, Sophia, I am here on this earth, even if there is nobody here to listen to what I have to say. Even if there is nobody prepared to understand. Even if there is nobody willing to accept my invitation. Even if there is nobody willing to look in the face of so much love and to recognize themselves within it.

I am not here for you. I am here for my own sake. It is my expression, my choice, my love, what I truly am. And every breath I take is inviting you surely and gently. It invites you to get closer to your own wisdom.

Our previous meetings only served the purpose of grounding my energy and anchoring it in this body which carries this energy. The previous gatherings have only been the introduction. Right now our path is truly beginning. My way begins now. And those of you who are ready to move forward, the brave ones: You are invited. You are invited. We will walk a sure way together, a shortcut, a fast way. Those of you who are truly ready: Yes, I want to be part of this New Energy. I want to be a diamond, which starts to glimmer, to illuminate, a flower which starts to blossom.

You will find my message valuable. You will sense how loving and gentle my way desires to support you in reclaiming yourselves, in order to completely arrive at your own place within you. You will notice: It is the fast way. It is not a way delayed with drama, suffering, hide-and-seek games. It is a loving way and we are following this breath of love. We are following the call of the soul, calling us home.

Those of you who have listened to the call of your soul are invited: Arrive home the fast way. Arrive there the simple way. It is not the way where we will spend our time waiting for others. It is not the way where we will take care of other’s problems and hold onto them. It is not the way in which we will advertise to others to join us. It is a quiet way, an honest way, which does not need many words. Nor does it need drama, suffering, or hide-and-seek-games. It is a way of balance. It is a way of love and a way of wisdom.

Maybe you will be notice how true my invitation to each one of you is. And maybe you will notice that you are given all the freedom in the world to make your choice, to feel, to reflect whether you want to accept my support. I am not here for the ones who do not yet feel ready to step out on this path. They have all my love and compassion as they will find their own path in their own time. I am only here for those who are ready and willing to follow this way right now, to start in this very moment. To choose one way or the other. My invitation is sincere. And we will start this way today.

During the following months I will further explain each of the single steps of this path. Step by step and month by month we will walk together. And maybe some of you will notice in transit: Oh no, this isn’t what I want right now. And you will leave. And others will join and notice: Oh yes, this is what I want right now. And each one of you is given my love, my full compassion, because I know: Each of you is on your way into the New Energy in your own manner. Even people who are still involved in the old energy game of duality and separation, even they are on their way into the New Energy. They are not aware of it, but they are also on the path.

And I, Sophia, invite each of you to take the fast way, the simple way, the way of love to arrive at your true home, to become one with yourself. Not in order to be better than others. These are just childish games of the mind. We do not move any longer on this level. Nor do we take this path in order to do the right thing, because you feel obligated to do so. These are also childish games of the mind. It is not about proving something. It is not even about winning my love with the things that you do. Do you see: You already have my love. You have it and you will always have it. My love is here for you like a mother’s love for her child. And regardless where this child wants to go, this love is always here and is breathing with you, is holding you close in a loving manner: Come! Take this loving and gentle path if you choose. Come, take this path of compassion. Take this path of wisdom. Take this path of the feminine energy.

The masculine energy has shown you how simple it is to leave your home and how simple it is to experience adventures of which you never dared to dream. However, the feminine energy, of which I, Sophia, am a very part of, invites you to feel how simple it is to come home into love, into a kind of security of which you never dared to dream. And thus we come full circle and the feminine as well as the masculine energy come into a new balance. Each one has its own place. Each one has its own way and its own manner.
And for those of you who choose to have yourselves supported by Sophia: You will notice that the feminine part of you already knows the answer. You will notice that the time has come to listen to this voice. Not because the feminine part of you is better– this is also a childish game of the mind– but because the time has come to listen to the feminine part of you within you.

We are pausing here for a moment. We let you perceive for yourself how much energy we have transmitted to you today. We are showing you this archway, this beginning of the path of Sophia, which stands open right now. It stands open right now for each of you, right now, on this day, and it will be held open for each of you who feels attracted to it. Each one of you who can feel within: Yes, Sophia assist me. Support me to get closer to myself, to let my soul blossom, to let me encounter my truth again. Sophia, please support me to stop all of those games of separation and support me to sink into your safety, into your love. Regardless of when you are reading these words or listening to them, you will find yourself directly under this archway, at this entrance, at this beginning of a fast and simple path.

And I, Sophia, am here to take your hand, to go with you. Not, because you need me, not because you wouldn’t be able to manage it on your own, but because I love you so much. Because I love each one of you so very much, I am offering to you: Come, take the shortcut. Come, take the simple path, the easy one, where you don’t have to cry so often, where you don’t have to be lonely, or sick or hopeless or desperate so often. Take this path, which wraps you in a kind of limitless love. Take this path which illuminates, which is so clear and so full of wisdom and depth right in front of you now. Take this simple path. It is open for each one of you, whenever you decide. Whenever it is that you choose it.

And so it is today that we want to introduce to you our guest who has been accompanying us for a while. He is so much a counterpart of my energy, a mirror image of Sophia. Like the two pillars of an archway. And this energy is as familiar to each one of you as my energy. And maybe you can feel that this energy has helped to ground the energy of Sophia and to bring it closer. Perhaps you can feel that the presence of this energy is so helpful, so gentle and loving. You won’t recognize it with your mind. Maybe you will allow yourself to sink into your belly and feel who we are in fact talking about. We will not mention his name today because it is only your mind which wants to know it. The mind is curious and loves to think and loves to be active. But your heart and your belly are invited to feel: This energy will escort us on our way from the beginning to the end. This energy will work with you, be there for you. The energy of Sophia and her counterpart are building a gentle and secure nest. An archway, an entrance to a simple and easy path.

Now the moment has arrived where we start this way together. Now is the moment. Not yesterday, not the day after tomorrow, not in ten years, but right now in this moment. And those of you who are prepared for so much love, so much caring, so much ease and wisdom and those of you who have enough space in your breath for such a precious gift, for so much love– those of you are welcome at anytime.

And whenever you feel that it has become too much for you, or whenever you sense that it frightens you, or whenever it becomes a menace or whenever you feel you cannot understand my words and you feel uncomfortable emotions coming up, then it is okay. Then do yourself a favour and take some distance from this invitation. Take as much distance as you need. A day, a year, ten years, five decades. Take as much distance from this invitation as you like.

You see: You are not being forced. You won’t miss out on anything. It is an invitation, no holding, no test, no prerequisite for something else. You are welcome the way you are. But you are also welcome to decide for yourself: How close do you want to be to this invitation? How close do you want to get to yourself?

If you look at me, Sophia, and look at my invitation then you will accurately feel: How close do you want to get to yourself?

Some of you still don’t dare to. It’s too close for you, too intense. You still fear your own soul so very much. You are scared that your soul will be angry with you, that she will crush you, destroy you, or devour you. You are so afraid of your own soul. And those of you who feel this fear: You do yourself a big favour if you are honest with yourself and realize- No, I’m scared. I still have to allow some distance. I still have to give myself some more time, some more space, some more experience to become confident. And that is okay. This is a wonderful gift you can give to yourself.

You are so loved, right now, wherever you are. Right now, the way you are. Right now. It doesn’t make a difference. Regardless what you do. Regardless how your life looks. Regardless how much you judge yourself. I don’t care, it doesn’t make a difference. You are so welcome, just the way you are. Right now, today.

An exciting time is now laid before us. A fascinating time is laid before you, those who have chosen deep inside to try this fast and simple path, to try a small piece of this fancy cake, to taste, to feel, to accept and to receive so much support.

This is my invitation.

And so we begin together...

Translated into English by Marion Maier

Edited by Eva Smarda Carney
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